A gifted mind, a broken life : Beggars | Torhoo darknet markets

I’ve been fighting since the day I was born. Fighting for safety, space, and even the most basic dignity. Almost 30 years of struggle, always alone. Abuse, rejection, hardship. No support, no voice. Just pain and survival. Every step in my life has been a hundred times harder. Every goal felt like climbing a mountain with bare hands.

I’m neurodivergent, gifted. My mind works differently. I learn fast, I see patterns where others don’t, and I build things from nothing. I’ve developed strong technical and logical skills, often going further than people who had everything.

But I’m stuck. Trapped by poverty, exhaustion, and isolation. I can clearly see what I could become, what I could create. But there are invisible walls around me, and they’re closing in.

Even the brightest mind burns out when it’s kept in the dark.

Maybe reading this, you'll think I'm an idiot, that one mind is enough to do everything. But that's not how it is; life isn’t a movie, and sometimes external and psychological conditions can trap you like quicksand. I need motivation, a push, a boost, and that's why I'm writing this post in the hope it reaches someone who understands and can help me.

Thanks for reading.

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