account, crypto, and order lost : addyrus | Torhoo darknet markets

I made an order earlier today,500 30s and 100 80s, but it kept saying I was like .000006 short. Id send that amount then it would be like now your .000004 short. i got to .000002 having to add substantially larger amounts then I had to get off my computer for a second and the site timed out. I tried logging back in like 30 minutes later but I just cant, I had made an unusual username for myself i believe its similar to mine on here or starts with jusaluh. I swear I put in more xmr than was requested but the order still got cancelled. I'd like to get back into my original account back and get this order shipped or my money back because I really need this. It's my first time shopping with you guys and I feel like I just screwed myself over so if you could please help me that would be great. If you need any info to confirm that it was me I'd be more than happy to share. Lmk asap because I need your guys help, i cant afford this. I've submitted a thing to support on my new account 'jusaluhgeek' if youd like to communicate with me on there.