An xmr future : Beggars | Torhoo darknet markets

I'm putting this here bc I've come to the conclusion that a closed mouth doesn't get fed and:

"You'd be surprised how far you can get if you just ask"

..Heard that from somewhere

I'm pretty deep in it (borderline doomer (if that's still a term))

A little bit of debt and losing people close to you and this and that

I know most people on this sub are liars and scammers but I just want to be able to say that I at least 'tried'

And by that I mean professing my knowledge that I'm xmr obsessed yet am still stacking to get my first whole coin stacked and completed

I feel as if i'm financially cursed and everytime I save up there's rent or bills or my car crapping out the next day (if not the same day)

I know for a fact xmr will be worth at 100,000 a pop one day and I want to have a stainless steel wallet with my phrase stamped in somewhere in my house waiting for my kids when I die someday.

I'm hoping someone who got in around fifty cents and has jillions of tokens sees this and throws me .0000001% of their net worth as a bone.

I'm constantly reading dread and have been for years before this account

There was a guy whose userename was 'beggar' (can't find his account anymore) and I'm pretty sure someone sent him one btc and some xmr on top of that just cause.

Hoping I catch a stroke of lighting here

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Hope all is well