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Challenge yourself, pick up a new hobby, change up your schedule, go on a walk. Something to get you out of your normal routine!
One step at a time, things get better <3

You are young and still have so much life ahead of you and so many things to experience, while things may seem hard right now - you have the power to turn things around. One thing that no one can get back in their age. Don't waste your golden years!

Much love, brother <3

Check out Jordan Peterson's advice on this topic. Love him or hate him he was a clinical psychologist for decades and suffers from chronic depression himself. Heck he even does the carnivore diet like his daughter just to stave off the depression and autoimmune issues he has.

I think his first piece of advice is very achievable that he prescribes to all his first patients:

1. Wake up at the same time every day.
2. Have a high protein breakfast after you wake up. (Steak/eggs/sausage, etc.)

He mentions the difference people see after doing this for 2 weeks is immense.

Self-medicating with drugs might be better than anti-depressants but boy are you playing with fire. Please be careful and please be safe.

Depression is brutal! It's the silent killer, because it actually already kills you long before you're actually gone.
Medications only mask the real issue. They do not solve it.
It's too easy for doctors to prescribe meds for mental health issues.


Try to do something new and completely unexpected. How about trying out some hobbies which you always thought of that could be fun or something in your mind you always wanted to try.
You might be surprised with how much a person is actually capable of, or what might help or support you to get through the day at least for 15 or 30 mins more than the day before.


My sister battled depression and she tried many things / hobbies etc that are considered normal in our area, but none of it was her thing. Ever since she was young she wanted to do pottery.
She said it was childish, and was too scared of peoples opinions. But finally she said that she wanted to try it (after battling depression for over 4years) and we helped her get her al the stuff she needed.
She started it and even though she keeps failing at it, she's experiencing joy out of it. And with failing we mean...... failing!
Like she says, it's better to suck at something and have fun with it, then doing something you hate!

I'm not saying it's magic... but for her on the days that does her pottery thing she's having better days than when she's not doing it.


Don't know what country you are in, but there are always support groups where people come together with the same interests.
Could be something as simple as hiking, painting, gardening, carpentry. Often these groups don't charge professional course fees as it usually is donated from people in the area to support those groups.
I'm sure if you ask around, or have a look at your community / town hall you'll find something.
Not sure if you like soccer / basketball or any kind of sports. Ask the coaches if they might need some assistance?
Explain to them why (or don't) up to you.

At least that will get you out of the house, let's you socialize.. and hopefully, it will get you your confidence back.

And don't be scared to fail, or that you won't fit it. Everyone fails in life.
I sure have! Heck.... I'm over 40 and I still did not find "my own thing" (although I do like to think I'm Bob Ross at times)


Really hope this helps and you will be able to get your life back on track.
Not just for your mother, but more importantly for YOURSELF!

=)

Drugs, my man.

Hobbies, something to get you out of the cycle.

go to a rave, do a bunch of mdma, hug and dance with strangers till you drop

after that go do a shitload of ket and process your emotions in a safe place

few weeks later, repeat, or do some shrooms, or LSD, or mescaline.


and then eventually you will realize that with the planet as fucked up as it is, the only really "happy" people are abject psychopaths and life is more about the connections you make and the experiences they bring

Don't even leave a tiny window for reflection and self-doubt. Occupy all your time with projects, from very morning to the bed. Just get busy and it will go away.

Ketamine is the last resort clinical antidepressant, and many people would recommend it, but i have no personal experience with it. What i DO have experience with and what has helped me IMMENSELY is LSD. Namely a relatively high, staggered dose.
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But do note that in order to achieve lasting and positive effects you need to do your research on set and setting, as well as have a clear and honest idea as to what you want to find out about yourself. The afterglow after such a dose will last a while (over a week), during which you won't need any anti-depressants to feel like a human. And you will likely come to profound conclusions about yourself and your situation. DO NOT HESITATE to act on them and to establish healthy habits/routines, since the afterglow won't last forever. Use this period as a springboard to improve yourself.
This has helped me and who knows how many other people stave off depression and suicidal thoughts.
Having a person who you trust 100% is also really good to have during this time (be it a friend or, ideally, a decent shrink).

I hope your journey takes a positive turn!

extreme fear

it turns to rage

then burns away

no self-worth

cannot move

wait to die