Do You Guys Who Sell H Ever Feel Bad/Guilty : murderhomelesspeople | Torhoo darknet markets

Been a H and Crack user for many a year. And Ive found mainly 2 types of H dealer.

First is the common one, thats strung out themselves, have been for years, and really have no recognition of who they sell to. They need to sell to get their fix. Simple as that. No qualms about who they sell to.
They will sell until they get another Prison sentences, and come out selling again. And the chain just goes on and on.
No interest in changing.

The second type are different. They are a much younger breed, They start when they are 15 or so, and have big plans for their future enterprise.
And they never touch the stuff themselves. Never.
Their Mother is either dead from drugs, or infected. Their father is either dead, ran off, or infected. And they were probably brought up by Aunts or much older Sisters/Brothers.
And their opinion is it killed my family, so why the fuck should I care what it does to anyone else's. Im gonna make every penny I can from it.
Funnily enough these guys are usually the most loyal and decent kids you'll find. They were just dealt a shitty hand in life, and know fuck all else.
And they would think twice about who they sell too. They arent animals.
They will probably spend the next 30+ years going in and out of prison. But they know that. Thats all they know.

I rarely sell opioids because 1. they attract law enforcement + social disdain, and 2. I don't personally care for them (they often nauseate me).

Whenever I have sold them, I apply the same rules to my customers of other drugs -- I won't allow drug dependency. If I discover it, my service is no longer available to them. Shitshows are not allowed per my policy. I'm not knowingly going to fuel someone's self-destruction through drug abuse. I preach, practice, and require harm reduction techniques and knowledge.

I'm not real stringent about this, either, mind you. You have to be really fucking up before I cut you off. I've sold coke, meth, molly, ketamine, 2C-B, DMT, mushrooms, acid, etc. and have had repeat customers every week for years, but nothing seems to cause the breakdown in functionality like opiates do. Functional users typically are only marginally functional and only one minor financial disaster away from becoming desperate and dope sick.

However, even carrying this anti-drug-abuse/no-shitshow policy, it's not been worth the trouble and risk for me. The profits are slim and I've had to cut people off every time because of the above policy. This isn't good for business and can even build resentment. Last thing I want is for some strung-out, grudge-bearing asshole to drop a kite or flip evidence on me, so I had to lie and tactfully cut people off without their specific knowledge that's what I was doing. It gets stressful, so I stopped selling heavier opiates years ago, and only occasionally have vicodins or percs, plus I only sell them to people who have proven they know how to use them responsibly.

Your mileage may vary.

Answering your question directly: yes, I've felt badly enough selling heroin in the past that I no longer sell it. To me, there's a giant ethical dilemma in profiting from someone else's drug dependency and compulsive behavior pattern disorder. (I don't like the term "addiction", the etymology of which means "spoken for"; hence the "diction" part of "addiction").

I see something like this post every month or so on any given drug/dnm forum and I always think up the same answer:

What makes you think the dealers are hurting these people?

I've been a heroin addict for over a decade now, and the god's honest truth is that neither drugs nor dealers are giving these people any pain. The people who use these may get themselves into shitty situations and that causes them pain, but opiates and most other drugs are used as a style of self-medication. Depressed? I promise you for that first hour after a shot you won't be.

These people were in pain and hurting long before the drugs. And until we/they confront and deal with that pain, there's nothing that's gonna change that, especially not one single dealer going down. At the end of the day all that does is force you to look for other sources--such as the DNM's.

Just a user's 2c

Not H but oxy. Small group of people. Half my people have scripts themselves and need to supplement. I sniped a lot of my custies from some chick that was middling fent presses to these people and often ripping them off left and right. Since oxy is so rare, if I didn't provide, they would be right back to pressies. Oxy attracts a slightly different group of people than H even though its still an opi. A few of my people are elite class business types. Basically for a few people money is not an issue so their use doesn't really have consequences. The only issue with using opis is running out of money, thats what leads to the desperation, law breaking, etc... Couple of my people are broke, but they are the type that will just be dopesick at home and not go ruin their lives over it.

I certainly understand the point of this post tho. Defintly something to think about, but what about benzos? Xans is super popular amongst the folks here, and those WDs are actually deadly. Opiate WD is just a flu on steroids. Abruptly stop benzos and you can seize and die, not to mention the reckless bartard shit such as crashing cars. Also a lot of people become kleptomaniacs when they are blacked out on bars. Just another thought to add to the discussion.

As a small time dealer just trying to make some easy money while doing school, I choose not to sell benzos/opiates. Its not worth the risk.

As someone mentioned, it attracts LE and all my friends look down on people who sell them. I care about the former much more than the latter. Im trying to make a few thousand and get a normal job in the future, not trying to live off my drug money.
So I stick to weed, psychedelics and occasionally coke and molly.
Weed is easy since im in a place where LE doesn't really care about weed dealers, i feel pretty safe selling to my regular returning customers who have good things going for them, there is really no chance they will get caught up and rat on me.

Should people who sell alcohol and fast food feel bad for all the problems caused by the substances they sell? IMO, i dont think so.
These people choose to ingest substances whether it be caffine, alcohol, sugar, fast food, or crack. Its all addictive and most of it can fuck you up.
I dont look down on anyone who sells anything. Its honest work. Providing a service that people want to pay for.

I sell in bulk to smaller dealers. Those people are shit heads who dont care about who they sell to. I personally dont care

Everyone has a choice, I dont think dealers should be blamed for an OD. It's different when a plug sells a product but lie about what it is/ what it's cut with. The fact remains, users have the choice to consume the drug or not to, and should always do test doses and be careful in general knowing that the high they are after is possibly deadly.

IMO there is karmic debt when dealing with substances such as H. Destroying someones life in such a massive way surely will not leave you unscathed. That why people need to be picky on what they sell and who they sell too. Your may not care that you destroying there life but i bet you would if you realized the damage you are inflicting on to yourself.

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