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Ordered 100 green hulk (3.5mg) from Drstix. Used to max at 4 or 5 bars at a time, sometimes would blackout and take more. Haven't used xans in about a month and a half and wondering if starting with half a bar would be too much or too little. I see people on reddit starting at like .5mg and to me that just seems too low because I would always take atleast a bar. But I also wouldn't usually remember much that happened. Currently doing iop (have plans for pissing clean) but imma need to be able to function atleast decently. Can contain myself well close to the point of blackout. I don't really Wana repose. I also have adderall coming so I was thinking like 30mg addy and half a bar? Im also close to 250pounds. Yall think this would make me passport or blackout, that's really all im concerned about.

P.s. xans and addy are coming on wed or thurs