This probably won't win the popularity contest but I fucking hate MDMA or most of stimulants for that matter.
I am not neurotypical and this does really affect the way I feel on them compared to most folks.
I've never felt euphoria from neither amph nor meth too.
I've made countless experiments on them, varying dosages, set and setting, tested all available ROAs, without shooting.
For me they just increase my OCD to insane levels, kill my sleep for a certain duration depending on dose and make food taste like fucking shit.
I get almost no positive effects.
MDMA is supposed to increase touch, love, empathy and desire for sociability.
It fucking wigs me out, feels like my brain works at 50% and makes me sweat like a bitch.
I only feel negative side effects.
At first I thought I just got shitty stuff, but after myriad of retries from different sources, MAPS MDMA, even pure d-meth and speed sulphate (I was living with a cook) I realized it is just how I am wired and not the drug itself.
Only MMCs have some positive cred in my books.
If everyone were like me these drugs wouldn't get a single sale LOL
I get it man, everyone has different brain chemistry. I'm sorry you didn't have a good experience. For me some of the best moments and nights of my life have been on it.
I am not neurotypical and this does really affect the way I feel on them compared to most folks.
I've never felt euphoria from neither amph nor meth too.
I've made countless experiments on them, varying dosages, set and setting, tested all available ROAs, without shooting.
For me they just increase my OCD to insane levels, kill my sleep for a certain duration depending on dose and make food taste like fucking shit.
I get almost no positive effects.
MDMA is supposed to increase touch, love, empathy and desire for sociability.
It fucking wigs me out, feels like my brain works at 50% and makes me sweat like a bitch.
I only feel negative side effects.
At first I thought I just got shitty stuff, but after myriad of retries from different sources, MAPS MDMA, even pure d-meth and speed sulphate (I was living with a cook) I realized it is just how I am wired and not the drug itself.
Only MMCs have some positive cred in my books.
If everyone were like me these drugs wouldn't get a single sale LOL
You are lucky it does what it does on you.
Just enjoy and savor it for what it is.