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"Intellectual impairment: Decreased interest, negative attitude, poor judgment, memory impairment lead to poor intellectual growth

Personality deterioration: Deterioration of physical appearance and grooming, lack of interest in day to day activities, always preoccupied about seeking drugs and stealing habits leads to deterioration of personality

Financial losses: With most drug users in the productive age group of 18–35 years, there is incalculable loss to the human potential apart from financial losses due to addiction.

Psychiatric problems: Euphoria, mood instability, irritability, withdrawal from society, negative attitude, depression, and psychosis are the common psychiatric problems seen in drug abusers. Delusional jealousy, fighting behavior, and sometimes suicidal tendencies are also observed

Physical problems: Short-term and long-term health hazards produced by substance abuse are respiratory impairment, irregular heart rate, loss of appetite, constipation, diarrhea, fatigue, sleep disorders, bodily pains, tremors, loss of libido, etc., Sometimes these drug abusers land in emergency after drug overdoses or with withdrawal symptoms. Life-threatening injuries most commonly head injury, convulsions, coma, and even death due to drug overdose can occur. There is also increased risk of HIV, hepatitis C virus, hepatitis B surface antigen, and tuberculosis in drug abusers"

Reference:

BALA, et al. Psychiatric and anesthetic implications of substance abuse: Present scenario, Anesth Essays Res. 2015 Sep-Dec;9(3):304–309. doi: 10.4103/0259-1162.161810