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Intentionally inducing brain damage to cure depression? via Xanax? : Xanax | Torhoo darknet markets

I was at a psychiatric unit once and I overheard one of the nurses say "If you have someone who is [retarded] they're uh... they're happy all the time." and I have never forgotten those words. I was thinking of doing this. making myself retarded with Alprazolam pressies. Do you think this would work?

And then I'll just crush up the alprazolam pressies into some sprite and then sip that when I need to taper down, that way I don't get withdrawals. I don't fear death, I fear catheters.
Alprazolam does not cause mental retardation. It will relieve anxiety and panic attacks and help you to sleep. After tapering you will return to the same issues that you tried to escape from using it.
/u/BobGnarly Sleepy Head
1 points
2 weeks ago
This post, this one right here.
/u/cthulhuskittens
1 points
3 weeks ago
why not just give yourself an icepick lobotomy if you want actual brain damage? supposedly it's completely painless if done right!
Well, you did get right to the point, so to speak.
/u/passwordname
1 points
3 weeks ago
brain damage from benzo abuse means permanent tremors, anxiety, and feeling of impending doom. its absolutely not a "happy state of mind"


electroshock therapy is probably the most effective way to wipe one's memory slate clean in cases of severe depression, repeated suicide attempts, often horrible PTSD events, but is far from perfect.
/u/PoopyButthole69420
1 points
3 weeks ago
if its certain memories you want repressed it can kind of work for that. Ive been clean for a few years now and I can't remember anything that happened before I was using.