Man, if we could only say something that would make a difference. Be careful. Learn everything you physically can about OpSec and maybe you can figure out your method. Likely with good opsec you will realize that your loved ones shipping address as the drop may not be the best...
Option 1 : order if ur parents are in vacation
Option 2 : talk with vendor and tell him to deliver in different way like hiding inside any product like that , may be can charge more money
Option 3 : find a (trustable) person like friend who can do this (high risk )
Option 4 : find a street guy and tell him ofc he may charge extra money depends on person (depends)
and don't even think to take high dose bcz ofc in young times dopamine is high so , u may start to take more without listening ur self
i always advise to only use psychedelics and others u can find in drug bible some how safe drugs
If you order really small amounts of anything that is not superhard drugs, only order one at once and you have a vendor that is not a high volume vendor with good stealth the chances of you getting caught are virtually 0 as long as in your country plausible deniability exist. Now if you're gonna order two ounces of coke or a 1/4 ounce of fent that's another story...
The point is not where you ship to, but how easily that address and the potential order (which I really hope doesn't happen) could be traced back to you if it were to get seized.
I might have ordered to mom and dads house years ago, back in the day. I don't see what the big deal is if you're stuck living with them. Mine never disrespected my privacy and opened my packages.