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I've taken LSD about 14 times before. The first few were chaotic and blurry, but by my 10th trip, I was mostly in control.

Yesterday, I took 500µg, my highest dose yet (previous max was 300). Dropped at 15:50, went to bed at 00:30.

I didn’t have a plan, I never do, but I always end up doing the same thing: sit, journal, and let my mind wander.

LSD always unlocks something for me, but this time was different. It didn’t just make me think. It forced me to remember. A memory I had completely buried. Not because of what actually happened, but because of what I thought had happened. LSD tore that door open, and suddenly, I was staring directly at a version of myself I had been avoiding for years.

I never realized how much weight that memory had put on my shoulders. How much I had shaped myself around avoiding it.

I also don’t get how people go outside on LSD. I can’t even walk properly, I’m completely absorbed in my mind.

Sometimes, I feel a little guilty. Or maybe just uneasy. LSD always feels helpful, but I can’t shake the thought that maybe there’s something I’m missing. Maybe there’s some effect it’s having on me that I just don’t notice?

For context, I always trip alone at home. I’m 18, still live with my parents, and don’t use any other drugs. My tabs were from Seuss, and my last trip was 22 days ago.

Any insight would be greatly appreciated.

/u/SlutFarmer

3 points

3 months ago

I've hit wheelies on the highway over 90mph on a tab, one of my favorite activities is snowboarding on a tab.

That's the difference, youre doing way more than a tab.

/u/jedi_knight_errant

2 points

3 months ago

Definitely trip in nature soon when it sunny and warm. Go somewhere for half the day and take drinks and snack and you'll have the best day.

/u/Serenetear 📢

1 points

3 months ago

It really sucks though because I live in a soviet influenced country. The nature here is really rough, dead trees, ugly roads, plain buildings..

/u/jedi_knight_errant

1 points

3 months ago

I understand. Tbh that may pair well with LSD bc of the nature of the molecule. It's a drug for not just enjoying but learning and growing. Sometimes growth comes from the toughest grounds.
You still have the sky, there has to be animals like birds that fly by and chirp, caterpillars, butterflies, bees etc. Most of life is how we choose to see it.
✌️❤️🥦

/u/atropos1

1 points

3 months ago

I always trip on my univeristy campus and cruise on my skateboard alone. I also don't do any other drugs.

Do you trip while your parents are home? Maybe you're unconsciously forced to stay in your room. I recommend you take a lower dose and go do something outside like take a walk in the woods during the day. I've never heard of LSD breaking your motor skills, so maybe you have a mental block, so if you start being active, it'll become easier.

/u/Serenetear 📢

2 points

3 months ago

You're able to skateboard on LSD?

I don't trip when they're home no. They'd lose it if they found out I was doing LSD. I have taken lower doses, and they're nice at times too, but they kind of just make me feel heavy. I really can't go outside on LSD though, I get quite overwhelmed. I also really don't want to risk acting out and having someone notice that.

/u/thermos987

1 points

3 months ago

I think a nice uni campus is a great place to trip, as long as there are not too many people everywhere.

/u/atropos1

1 points

3 months ago

there are a goddamn lot of people. 'a sea of zetas' to quote myself

/u/nugget

1 points

3 months ago

Fuck mate, 500ug of DS3 would have me on my arse and I been doing LSD since the 80's.

Do you take any meds, especially for depression or mood stabilisers?

Do you suffer from any mental illness?

Any benzo use?

18 is pretty young, a big dose like this would floor most people and they wouldnt be sleeping at all.

/u/Serenetear 📢

1 points

3 months ago

I don't take any meds no. I have an SzPD diagnosis, and I suppose I have chronic depression as well. I don't really know the exact label I'd put on where I am at mentally. I don't use benzos no.

Right I don't know either, maybe I have some underlying issues that diminish the effects of LSD on me overall.

/u/[deleted]

1 points

3 months ago

take a tolerance break, maybe your brain got used to it and you no longer experience visual effects. among the classical effects of lsd, altered thinking and emotional shifts seem to have stood out in this trip of yours. remember that this drug alters your perceptions and thoughts, think deeply of what you wish to experience.

/u/Serenetear 📢

1 points

3 months ago

Was 22 days not long enough? I didn't say I didn't experience visual effects, I definitely did.

/u/cthulhuskittens

1 points

3 months ago

500ug is a ridiculously high dose if you want to be able to do more than just get lost in your mind, especially if you're using Seuss acid (440ug of DS3 literally blew my mind in a way i'm still sort of recovering from, not entirely negatively but definitely a life-changing experience, & i've tripped hundreds of times on other people's stuff). try 100ug, go outside & enjoy nature (if you have a beach near you that doesn't have many people on it, go look at the ocean, especially at night). i think you're just dosing too high.