Problem with addiction : TheGoodSpeedGuide | Torhoo darknet markets

Take a break for 2 weeks, you will feel tired and lethargic but as soon as those 2 weeks are over it will be good for you. After that try to limit the use to only weekends

"Also i feel pretty much Anhedonia - its very hard to force myself to go for walk or complete tasks - i just feel lazy, which is - i suppose, from lack of dopamine"

i hear that from alot of people that are not taking drugs, maybe its the long winter nights, the sun will give you some energy,
i also dont think that you sound like a drug addict you more sound bored...

much love and respect
TPC

Try to use less speed. Use 120mg instead of 160, and continuously you can cut back your usage.
Try to have different joys instead of speed, likemgood food, sport, sex.

Firstly you are doing too much speed so your sense of normality is extremely warped and you should keep this in mind. For medical use it's a few tens of milligrams a day, not over a hundred. You should make an effort to use less over time. It's okay if it doesn't happen immediately. If you prefer to cold turkey use less controversial stimulants like caffeine instead on break days.

There's a couple of things you could do, like substitute to another drug: for me Modafinil works very well, with this you can get off of months of daily Amphetamine usage with ease. It is not Amphetamine-based, so tapering off of Modafinil is pretty easy. As there's no physical addiction with Amph you can get off of it completely in 2-3 weeks without any side effects. I'd recommend that and a couple of weeks taking a break. I doubt that the quantity you are taking does any damage to the Dopamine receptors, creating a lack of Dopamine. [edit: my guesstimates are only correct-ish for pure gear, if you take stuff like NLK the nasty comedown will remind you that you should have gone to tpc]

I'd say it's the good old psychological dependence that's your problem. I have/had your symptoms as well and even after years of not taking Amph, once I have it all the addiction parts in my brain are having a party, lighting my whole brain up. What I do now is ordering once per month, use it all, with friends, party, reading,... If am out, I don't buy new one until the next month. This works fine for me atm. Let's the brain recover as well. But you cannot reason with addiction, if you have 98.1% of glorious TPC gear right at your fingertips (tpc, i did not forget you, but this year the country is slow handing out money to people buying drugs with it ;D).

You can take "D2" it substitutes sunlight, which is indeed very important especially during the winter months.

well first of all,it´s probably a good thing that you yourself is mentioning the word"addiction". The question for some is, when does addiction start and when does it stop. I for one, feel that ,if it starts interfering with everyday life, like you stated using it daily just to get normal chores done, i think it becomes a problem. I don´t have any solution for you, i am a recreational user myself using about 100-150mg once a month...So i have no desire to involve it in my everday life, but like you, it is my favorite stimulant(although i haven´t tried very many.
I hope for you, you find a way to divert your attention away from speed when being bored , and do other things(sports?) that don´t require a substance to aid you.
Maybe you could find some literature online about amph addiction and read on how to overcome it or at least reduce to where it doesn´t interfere or manage your life ;)

Firstly, I appreciate and respect that youve written so much and are having issues with addiction. Huge respects.

Darn, I personally have no tips on this matter and I'm terribly sorry to hear about you going through the mid stages of addiction, however this is something you really need to get a hold of for your own clarity and life as life is sacred, brother.

My suggestion is to seek help, free help. There must be free clinics where you are at ?


I am almost on dread everyday and if you really need a person to talk to please DM myself your wickr and i'd be happy to chat.
I'm almost always on my phone, you could call that in itself an addiction..

AppleSauce

Hi Hugo, I already went through that, mine was not with speed but with methylphenidate, I was prescribed for hyperactivity and I began to abuse it and snort it, it is normal that you feel very tired, me after a year of taking or abusing of Methylphenidate, I spent about 4 months having a bad time, tired, anxious. I did it very badly because I was not gradually reducing the dose, I stopped taking from one day to another, but you can do it better so you should gradually reducing the dose, always taking it orally, you will also have a bad time, but the fall will be softer. You could change to other stimulant, that also helps sometimes, But maybe it wouldn't be a good idea because you run the risk of getting hooked on something else. Above all, feed yourself well and always keep in mind that tiredness and depression or anxiety will not last forever, the day will come when you will find yourself perfectly aware. Amphetamines are not as harmful as other drugs, I mean in a few months you will be new, you will not have sequels, encourage friend

One of the best ways to mediate addiction IMO is to change what situations you put yourself in, as opposed to trying to change how you respond to situations. For example, I know that if I have alcohol, I am going to drink until it's gone. As such, I only buy as much alcohol as I am ok with drinking, rather than telling myself that I'll slow down and buying a handle. So, if you know you're going to use speed all the time if you have it, maybe buy less of it. Or change how you manage your money to make buying it less convenient. Things like that.

You don't sound like an addict. You sound normal. Don't get hung up on societies so called notion of addict. By their definition, you sleep every night so you must be a sleep addict. Do what makes you happy and doesn't hurt you or anyone else and disregard the bullshit out there. Life is too short to be stressing over such things.

Stay Safe

M

I've been involved in recovery groups for years and been to rehab multiple times in my life. What I've learned about the difference between an addict and non-addict is how someone reacts when they quit. Some people can't hack it, while others have no problem.

I feel you on the anhedonia, only thing that worked in my experience was time off from using like some people here have said.

There is of course physical dependence, but I don't think that's addiction. People kick all kinds of substances all the time and their brain and bodies heal. Once the neural pathways are there, though, you can never go back to how you were before you started using.

just stopping didnt work for me, i stopped for three weeks and my mindset didnt change. dont snort, but take small doses orally is definitely a step in the right direction. do not store drugs in your home, this is very important. switching to other substances is dangerous, but worked for me. i took less and less speed but drank anlcohol instead, like a pack of beer or a bottle of wine a night. alc fucked me up as well but in a different way. sleep deprivation is hell and alcohol would let me sleep. im still very young and getting hooked on alcohol is nearly impossible, at least i read that somewhere. so maybe find something that will give you more rest and affects your brain in a different way (not noradrenalin, dopamine). i stopped the alcohol three months ago and now are fully sober. and another thing, sports rly helped me. its almost 1am where i live rn and ill go jogging now :) u can write me a pm if you need anything, i was in the same place

hi guys, sorry for not responding, but i tried to take break from darkweb, and stuff related to drugs, but wow i really didn't expect so many replies from you!

I feel better now, its 13days since i took speed, but yeah i have no urge to take it now, because during quarantine you have to stay at home, and its nightmare for me to be at home with my family when high.

I try to cope with CBD weed, it helps little,but have to smoke only small amounts, too much THC makes me paranoid.

My mind is now much more clear, it actually helps me a lot if i can talk or write to someone (doesn't matter if its doctor, friend or you guys on Dread :)) ) and it really warms my heart that people here even hidden behind Tor, still cares about other people and try to help them :) !

Thank you all and wish u good health during this pandemic shit !