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Hello my dear brothers and sisters!

Thank you so much for your patience everyone!

Unfortunately, the Universe was not a lined with our plans and choosing the winners took much longer than we expected.

There were just so many good submissions, so it was really hard for us to choose only one winner for each category. For that reason, we also decided to give out 100x100ug Price for Runner Up for Each Category!

Big thanks to everyone who took the time to write your beautiful stories for our competition! There will be more competitions with equally crazy prizes in the future.

Without further ado, we are now ready to announce the winners:

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🎉🎊🍾Congrats to all the winners! 🍾🎊🎉

Please get in contact with me (/u/HappyHorsey), so I can assist you with receiving your prices. (Send a PGP encrypted messaged to me here on Dread) 📝

Thank you all!

Love and Light!

xoxo
HappyHorsey

❤️🔥✊❤️💪🔥❤️ !!! LET'S MAKE THIS THE BEST TRIBE SEUSS COMPETITION EVER !!! ❤️🔥💪❤️✊🔥❤️

Dear Friends,

I am so excited for this competition, I can hardly contain myself!

I am ecstatic to see that Horsey has extended the deadline for submissions so more will be able to contribute.

I wanted to say, that the medicinal value of psychedelics is particularly close to my heart, and I really hope that we will see a lot more contributions in this category, as I think it is of massive benefit to the community as a whole.

For others to read and understand how psychedelics can be applied for healing I hope will enlighten them and lead them on a path to research this and find a new path to relieve their pain and suffering.

WE NEED TO SHOW THE HEALING POWER IF THIS MEDICINE NOW MORE THAN EVER BEFORE!!!

Let's consider this a competition also a sharing of valuable knowledge, and let's teach those that would seek to end our work and continue with this senseless prohibition that what they are really seeking to achieve is doing nothing but harm and damage to their fellow human beings, NOT helping or protecting us.

SHARE YOUR WORDS!!
SHARE YOUR HEALING EXPERIENCES!!!
SHARE YOUR LOVE OF THIS MEDICINE!!!
BE HEARD!!!

Nothing will demonstrate more what we are really working for, than a torrent of posts and articles demonstrating the power of this medicine, and the joy, healing, and enlightenment that so many have benefited from it's use!

So...

LET'S GET THIS SHOW ON THE ROAD!!!

And I invite you all to contribute your words of love and passion for this medicine!

FIRE AT WILL SUBTRIBERS!!!

Let's make this the best writing competition The Tribe has ever held!

Love and blessings, DS

❤️🔥✊❤️💪🔥❤️ !!! WE FIGHT FREEDOM, WE FIGHT FOR THIS MEDICINE, LOVE WILL CONQUER ALL !!! ❤️🔥💪❤️✊🔥❤️

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This is crazy! Now I have a really good excuse to go for my next LSD milestone: 400ug of DS3.0, expecting to get a crazy trip to write down

The prizes are simply out of this world...

The Tribe is the best!!!

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My Journey with Psychedelics
(LSD-25)

This is a story about my experiences with LSD. About 5 years ago, I finally got my hands on what I considered to be the real deal. For background, I've done a lot of substances. My taste in drugs lies mostly in psychedelics, massive doses of psychedelics.

I had found a powerful new resource for sourcing most any drug known..the darknet. For the first time, I had come face to face with this elegant, powerful, fascinating, mind-bending molecule so potent it could fit on a small piece of paper.


The first hits I bought were advertised at 100ug hits. The first night I had a chance, I cleared everything out of my life for the next day and ate two of the blotters. I got a pretty nice trip. Music induced the most amazing euphoria I had ever experienced. I got some nice tracers, melting walls, brightened visual patterns. Pretty easy going trip.


Flash forward. My stock ran out. I had tripped twice on acid. I bought another strip from a different source, advertised at 200ug per hit. These where certainly much stronger than the first batch. The first time I tried this batch, I took 2 hits. I basically got all the effects as the first couple of trips, just amplified. Along with the tracers, I got some fuzzy morphing visual patterns. My vision became more distorted. But still, no fractals, no intense introspection. There was a very pronounced body load.

I spent the next year and a half trying different blotters. I have no doubt that all the stuff was actual lsd. It was all tasteless, active via straight ingestion (not sublingually like the nbomes), and produced effects consistent with what LSD has to be.

Finally, I got lucky. I was able to buy crystal Lysergic acid diethylamide. 15 mg I bought. I received in a protected sealed envelope. Inside was the crystal, carefully wrapped in a small piece of wax paper. I bought some amber dropper bottles. Using the dropper, I carefully measured counted drops of vodka into the dropper bottle.

Finally, the last step. I opened the little wax paper packet of LSD crystal. This stuff was so beautiful. I almost blew a nut in my pants when I laid eyes on it. It was the consistency of light tinny crystals. It wasn"t really powdery. just really small, pure white crystals. Almost like flakes. After pondering over the beauty of the crystals for an hour or so, I made the vial. I dumped the crystals into the vial of vodka mix. They dissolved instantly on contact with the liquor. I sealed the vial, gave it a shake and it was ready.


I couldn't wait to try it. I had made the vial at my friend's. We both dosed pretty much instantly after it was done. I gave him 6 drops, 300ug. I was a little selfish and took 800ug to reach the peak I had been longing for. Well damn did I find it! We just took the LSD as liquid, right on the tongue as is.

You can feel the stuff sliding down the back of your throat. It has a very distinct feeling. I rinsed it down with some water or soda. I dont remember to be honest. And wow.

It hit me instantly. From the time it hit my tongue, something felt different. I couldn't quite tell you how. This was about years ago so I am recalling the best I can. After about 5 minutes, I could feel the come up. I felt a little floaty. A little bit of uncertainty. Did I take too much? Not enough? 20 minutes in and my vision was definitely altered. I was seeing the walls behind me change color. Like I could see the walls behind me changing spectacular colors, but I wasn"t looking at the walls. This applied to whatever was behind me. There was an aura of color behind me that I could somehow see.

30 minutes in and I am bracing myself on my friend's sofa. There has been no body load but I am coming on hard. This rocketed me into another realm.

Peak:

I laid back on the couch, closed my eyes. I was getting overwhelmed with open eyed visuals. I was seeing tracers, color shifts. Delicate patterns seemed to begin dancing around. The carpet began to move.

I lost touch of familiar reality more or less. I could remain lucid for a second or two, but the trip would suck me back into the depths of my mind.

We went outside and wanted a change of scenery. We went for a walk.
It was a beautiful, clear summer night. As we stroll, I couldn't help but notice how distorted my vision was. My vision was almost folding in on itself when looking off into the starry sky. But when looking at the nearby parked cars, it seemed to be be like looking thru a wide angle lens or fish eye lens. We walked up to the street. I sat down on the curb. My friend walked half way across the road and became distracted looking up into the sky. We exchanged somewhat sarcastic words to each other, until I noticed some incoming cars. He's just standing there in the middle of the road gazing into the night sky with a huge grin on his face and pupils the size of fucking quarters. I shout "get out of the fucking road before you get run over". He realizes what's going on and moved to the other side of the road. We had a good laugh, and walked back to his spot.

We accepted that we would be up all night. We look at the clock. It's midnight. We had dosed at 10pm. We both look at each other and simultaneously say, oh damn. One minute was an eternity.

I began to get these bizarre audio hallucinations. It was kind of a higher pitched echo frequency that would descend in pitch until I could no longer hear it. The walls were fluidly waving and morphing.

I closed my eyes. I didn't want to see how distorted everything was. I was peaking hard. I went deep within myself, within humanity. I thought about the anatomy of the human body, how complex we are, how amazing it is that our bodies function automatically. I went deeper. How did we come to be. God didnt fucking put us here. We are the product of shit happens. There is no way that I am.... I, what is I...I lost my train of thought. I lost my self-awareness. There was no way I could possibly exist. No God put me here. So that leaves evolution? So I am the glorified product of some amino acids joining forces into the first proteins, that assembled the first cell, all the fucking way down the line thru trials and tribulations. Millions of years of evolution couldn't possibly yield something as complex as myself, could it... No there is no way that I could possibly exist. And even if I did exist, through all the biochemical evolution that took place over the last couple million years, there is absolutely no way I could become this intoxicated, and still be alive. I wasn't even intoxicated. I was on a differeny plane. I couldn't possibly be in this state and still be alive. I could feel what I thought to be my brain shutting down. Those poor abused neurons shutting down and shriveling up at the hands of this masterful, powerful chemical. Wow, the doors of perception cleansed and perfectly clear.

I opened my eyes and I couldn't see. Everything was white. I could only see white. After about a minute, my vision gradually came back. I was gone. Helpless. I literally thought I wasnt alive. I got up, and moved to a chair. Ok I was alive, but how much longer till I slip away? Lsd has never killed anyone before, will I be the first? I felt like I was dying temporarily. My friend asks if I am alright. He knew I had taken more than him. He was tripping balls, but he was still lucid. He didn't realize I took alot more than he did.

Oh..fresh air, night sky, cool wind. It is calm yet overpowering, but in a more bearable way now. I am about 3 hours in. I think I have eased on it at this point. I spend about an hour just watching the stars dance and flicker, watching trees on the horizon sway gently in the breeze. The leaves were waving, swirling, sparkling, alive.

I go back inside, amazing body high..weightless. No body load and anxiety. I lay down on the couch, my friend throws on some Dark Side of the Moon. The acid really tuned me into this fine frequency. Familiar music, comfort, body energy. I was totally at comfort. At home.

I lay, contemplating life, watching the walls breath, dance, simmer like a mirage for a while as the acid once again shifts my perception. I entered a world of fractals. I watch as the most amazing, molecular looking geometric pattern began to emerge from the ceiling. It was submerged with hints of orange, hazy purple, pink and indigos.

These abstract and genuinely amazing unworldly visuals persisted for hours from this point. We layed on the couches in his livingroom, listening to music, tripping out, savoring the experience. Around 6am we went out and watched the sunrise on acid.

It was truly an amazing night. We had some amazing conversations, talking about some of the most random and bizarre stuff you could ever imagine. Some of the conversations were deep and philosophical.

I finally knew what the hippies was preaching about. I finally understood why William Leonard Pickard gave up his life to the law to make something that was illegal. I finally understood why this stuff fueled a revolution of love and liberty. I finally understood what LSD was all about, finally...

LSD is an amazing substance with vast potential to change our world. Too fucking bad it got labeled as a drug..

We have decided to extend our TRIPIPEDIA WRITING COMPETITION for an extra month!

The competition will run over the course of the months of August and September.

On the 1st of October, judges will deliberate, and winners will be announced.

Happy writing everyone!

✍️ ✍️ ✍️

xoxo
HappyHorsey

good luck everyone!

"Ahh, so that's LSD… but then what's Acid?" Having only just smoked around then, naive 17-year-old me was enchanted by the idea of changing my perception in a much stronger way than I had already experienced, and so started my ever-evolving relationship with LSD.

It was more than just plain curiosity at that point; it was a consuming desire to experience the "I can't even explain with words"-ness of a psychedelic trip. But until I could get my hands on LSD, I explored the depths of my mind with weed and suppressed the desire to experience LSD through trip reports.

At 19, I finally had the chance to try it out, and it was life-changing. The two tabs I took made me feel things I hadn't felt, think things I hadn't thought, and see things I had never seen before. I went to bed that night staring at my ceiling with a smile on my face - a smile that hasn't left my face since.

Over the course of the next year and a half, my relationship with LSD was about discovering the world through the eyes of the psychedelic lens. It was a very me-centric focus. The newness of the experience had me trying it as often as I could, mixing it with weed and upping the dose. This phase came to an end after my college informed me that it's not all fun and games; I had flunked out, and my relationship with drugs and LSD at this point wasn't healthy.

Learning from my mistakes, I embraced the lesson of moderation, which I had encountered multiple times throughout my life. With low grades preventing me from getting into most community colleges near me, and my parents no longer supporting me financially, I had to straighten up quickly.

During that time away from school, I learned about microdosing and discovered the marvelous world hidden in the onion patch. I spent the whole year experimenting with microdoses, striving to become a better version of myself. I repaired my relationship with my parents and sought to be the best version of myself for my new friends and coworkers. Microdosing felt healing, and I couldn't keep it all to myself.

"It feels like it's a beautiful sunny day outside, and you've had the perfect amount of sleep." I made this pitch to most of my coworkers, all of whom (including one of my bosses) decided to try it out. I felt like Lucy's prophet, and while I made that comment in jest, I was able to spread Lucy's love to so many people that summer. All who tried it felt nothing but warmth and love, and I couldn't have asked for any better gift than that.

Although I eventually returned to school and my relationship with LSD became healthier, my relationship with drugs hadn't changed much. This realization came after a summer in 2018 when I had an experience that broke me down badly.

While LSD wasn't involved at all in this experience, the importance of set and setting and respecting my body and mind was drilled into me. I had recently broken up with my ex and was torn between wanting to be single and being devoted to someone new. The festival amplified this conflict, and under the influence of Molly, ketamine, weed and alcohol, I found myself feeling guilty and anxious and unsure of who I was/wanted to be. This only made me spiral more into confusion, paranoia, fear and in the midst of thousands of people, I felt utterly alone, scared and judged. It took time to heal from that experience and overcome my fears.

I only drank alcohol for years after that, using it as an escape from my anxieties. It was safe. It didn’t change my perception like other drugs did, and I was scared to go back to that headspace where I had lost sense of what was real or not. However, as time passed, I found myself healing and becoming more at peace with my past.

They say you can take the boy out of the country, but not the country out of the boy, and that's how I feel with LSD. It became such an integral part of who I am, helping break down the constructs that held me back from becoming a genuine empathetic person. My upbringing in a conservative-religious environment constrained me, but LSD played a significant role in my journey to breaking free from that mindset.

Lucy has been waiting patiently, giving me all the time I needed to be ready to come back to her. While I left her a mess, I've returned years later as a much more put-together person. I have a career, my own family, and I'm very happy with where I'm at in my life. I feel safe again to step through the doors and meet with her, embracing all that she has to offer.

MEDICINAL BENEFITS OF LSD:

Greetings! Today, I'm excited to share my remarkable encounter with the intriguing substance known as LSD! ✨🔥

Let's begin by exploring the therapeutic advantages that LSD has introduced into my life. I once battled anxiety. I often found myself restlessly tapping my leg, often without my awareness. Though it wasn't a significant concern for me, I could sense it annoying those around me.

However, the entrance of LSD into my life created a complete transformation. I evolved into an improved version of myself, and anxiety retreated. Those involuntary movements, such as leg-tapping, vanished completely. My connection with nature deepened, and I even found it simpler to overcome my minor MDMA habit.

Now, let's delve into the world of LSD microdosing. I'm absolutely captivated by microdosing LSD. I am convinced that I could sustain an entire lifetime with a consistent 20ug LSD microdose every 6 hours. My creativity flourishes, and my mood elevates--there's so much more! Microdosing allows me to maintain a standard routine while reaping the benefits of LSD.

Let's delve deeper: I genuinely believe that the legalization of LSD could yield profoundly positive outcomes. The concrete benefits of LSD microdosing have the potential to revolutionize various aspects of one's life. It's not a coincidence; it's reality. LSD broadens mental horizons, encouraging contemplation of diverse viewpoints and unconventional approaches to the world's mechanisms.

In my view, moderation perfects everything—be it psylocin, LSD, or other substances (with a few exceptions). It's akin to dietary habits! Just as moderation maintains equilibrium in eating, controlled usage is crucial with psychedelics. Excessive indulgence leads to intense experiences, but mindfulness permits harmonious coexistence.

Speaking of intriguing theories, have you encountered the one about ancient monkeys? 🐒 The theory proposes that these monkeys engaged with shrooms, catalyzing their brain's evolution. This expansion of thinking led to innovations, ultimately transforming the species from stick-wielding monkeys to tool-using humans. While these notions may sound unconventional, they possess a certain rationale upon closer examination. Historical drawings in Spanish caverns depict the utilization of psychedelic substances from bygone eras. This demonstrates the profound influence of substances on us—it's akin to a roadmap for evolution. So, why not consider their current potential?

Here's another perspective: the origins of psychedelic bans. When European colonizers arrived in South America, indigenous populations practiced enlightening shroom rituals. With the introduction of foreign culture and religion, these rituals were branded as satanic and malevolent. This branding likely contributes to the prohibition of numerous psychedelics. Were you also aware that even in the "land of freedom," exploring psychedelic substances was prohibited? A thought-provoking paradox, isn't it?

Considering this, it's plausible that LSD remains illegal due to antiquated regulations. Admittedly, universal availability of LSD might not be the most prudent step, but envision specialized establishments for adults. Such establishments would be fascinating, given the potential benefits of LSD across various aspects of life, as previously discussed. This isn't random musings; it's a factual consideration. LSD expands one's cognitive terrain, enhancing perspectives.

In conclusion, my experience with LSD has been profoundly transformative. It's a substance that has illuminated new perspectives, alleviated anxiety, and enriched my worldview. I am eagerly anticipatory of the prospects that lie ahead in psychedelic research and comprehension!

As society becomes more amenable to exploring the potential merits of substances like LSD, we stand to unearth even more about their influence on human cognition and well-being.

Visualize a world where psychedelics are employed judiciously, guided by scientific knowledge and seasoned experts. Therapeutic applications might transcend beyond anxiety and addiction, potentially offering relief for depression, PTSD, and existential anguish through the deliberate integration of psychedelics into comprehensive treatment methods.

Furthermore, the exploration of consciousness and the enhancement of creativity could be significantly augmented by embracing these substances into our lives. Just as they may have played a part in our evolutionary journey, they could continue aiding our development as individuals and as a society.

As we reflect on my journey with LSD and the wider implications of psychedelic substances, let's bear in mind that the discourse is far from complete. The path forward entails rigorous study, open conversations, and a balanced strategy to ensure the secure and effective assimilation of these substances into our lives.

However, it's unwise to assume that the government will legalize LSD. Chances are, they will not, potentially due to reluctance in regulating its usage—deeming it "too demanding." It's probable that they prefer redirecting tax revenue for their benefit. Consider Spain, where the underground cannabis trade accumulates millions weekly, if not daily. By regulating the cannabis industry, the Spanish government could significantly bolster their finances. However, they choose to accept bribes from Spanish mafias smuggling hash and weed from Morocco, rather than uplifting citizens. This underscores the dichotomy where a positive aspect is countered by a negative influence with vested interests.

LSD isn't a prevalent street drug; thus, extensive bribery seems improbable. Nevertheless, the power of illegal mafias and cartels remains substantial. These entities are often linked to impoverished regions, yet they exert influence worldwide, even in Europe. Astonishingly, the largest mafia globally is law enforcement—a legitimate albeit tainted one. This emphasizes that even if legalizing LSD were under contemplation (a doubtful prospect), criminal organizations, cartels, and mafias would vehemently resist.

As we embrace this evolving landscape, let's maintain open minds, broaden perspectives, and engage in respectful discussions. Collectively, we possess the potential to uncover new dimensions of understanding, healing, and personal growth--ushering in an era where psychedelic advantages contribute constructively to individual well-being and societal improvement. 🌌🌎🌟

With love, written by:

Chickpea1999, the crazy Spanish writer

Love to my Spanish subdread friends, I added a lot of more non medical stuff like the theories but I think they were necessary for understand other concepts like why LSD won't be legal thanks to our goverments n shit... If u wanna have fun, read my text, its kinda funny, u will have fun, I wrote some funny lines and stuff, I hope u guys like it!

As I lay on the grimy pavement, hidden from the world, homeless, weeks without bathing, days without eating, and dope sick from my latest two-year heroin binge, a moment of clarity struck me - it was time to seek help. After a three-month stay at a state-funded recovery center, I found myself still adrift, still helpless. So, I decided to drown my pain in alcohol for a few more months. But then, it hit me.

This wasn't my purpose.

As sobriety began to seep back into my life, I encountered a young man selling something entirely foreign to me - LSD. I thought, "Well, I have nothing to lose." From that initial experience, I was captivated. For the first time, I looked at myself in the mirror not with shame, but with love. It was an emotion so new to me that it brought me to tears, a thanksgiving to the higher powers that granted me the simple gift of continued breath, despite my many brushes with overdose. I had reckoned that my nine lives were spent.

Now, over a decade since I last pressed a needle into my skin, I still partake in the occasional drink on my roughest days. But never enough to lose sight of my awareness. I'm now a business owner and happily married. In these years, I've learned more about myself than in the decades that came before. Lessons of unity, self-love, manifestation, and the sheer divinity of my existence have become my guiding lights.

This medicine has been instrumental in opening my mind, revealing a world of astonishing perfection. It's shown me my flaws, yet illuminated the path to mending them. I'm not one for microdosing; instead, I opt for profound experiences every couple of weeks to a month apart. Each journey brings a lesson, a revelation.

Hello, I dont think I see duration of the competion. Will it be during whole August? Sadly I have only few months expirince with psychedelics and I dont have enough expirience, so I am not sure if I will contribute. Maybe next time. I will see.

MY JOURNEY WITH PSYCHEDELICS

Introduction:
Embarking on a journey with psychedelics has marked a turning point in my life. Beyond their mystical allure, these substances have become catalysts for profound personal growth. They've acted as guides, leading me through the labyrinth of my own trauma, fostering spiritual expansion, mindfulness, and compassion towards both others and myself. In this narrative, I'll delve into the ways in which psychedelics have become a remarkable force of transformation, shaping the way I navigate the world and fostering a deeper connection with myself and those around me.

My own transformative healing journey illuminated a path I couldn't ignore. Witnessing the incredible impact of psychedelics on my own life, I felt an unwavering call to share these possibilities with others. This powerful motivation led me to pursue an education in psychedelic facilitation and mental health wellness coaching. Armed with personal experience, empathy, and a deep understanding of the potential for healing, I aim to guide and support individuals on their unique journeys towards well-being, just as I was once guided myself. This mission to be a beacon of hope and growth for others propels me forward with a determination to make a lasting impact in the realm of mental health and holistic wellness.

What follows is my integration work with my schooling so far:

Indigenous Culture and Plant Medicines:
In our journey towards greater understanding and appreciation of Indigenous cultures, the teachings of wise individuals have illuminated the path. These teachings transcend borders and invite us to explore the depth of Indigenous wisdom, fostering cultural intelligence.

One important aspect of Indigenous teachings is the exploration of shamanic traditions and their use of plant medicines and psychedelic substances. For instance, the indigenous cultures of the Amazon rainforest, such as the Shipibo-Conibo people, have a deep-rooted tradition of working with ayahuasca, a powerful plant medicine known for its transformative properties. The Shipibo people consider ayahuasca as a sacred teacher and healer, using it in ceremonial rituals to connect with the spiritual realm, gain insights, and promote personal growth. Similarly, the Mazatec people of Mexico have a long-standing tradition of using psilocybin-containing mushrooms for spiritual and healing purposes. The Quechua and Aymara peoples in the Andean region embrace the transformative properties of Wachuma (San Pedro cactus). Wachuma ceremonies have been practiced for centuries as a means of spiritual awakening and healing. These examples demonstrate how Indigenous cultures have honed their understanding of plant medicines and psychedelics over generations, offering profound wisdom and insights into the interconnectedness of nature, consciousness, and culture. Embracing Indigenous perspectives allows us to approach these practices with respect and recognition of their cultural significance.

Another fundamental teaching revolves around fostering cross-cultural understanding and appreciation for Native American traditions. It is essential to recognize the richness of Indigenous knowledge systems and their relevance to contemporary challenges. Embracing ancestral wisdom and preserving Indigenous heritage are acts of empowerment and resilience. Through this lens, we can learn from the values, traditions, and stories passed down through generations, creating a stronger and more inclusive society.

Additionally, it is crucial to approach the topic with sensitivity towards cultural appropriation. As we engage with Indigenous wisdom, it is essential to recognize and respect the boundaries set by these communities. Cultural appropriation occurs when aspects of a marginalized culture are commodified, distorted, or taken out of context without permission or understanding. To avoid perpetuating harm, it is vital to listen to Indigenous voices, seek their guidance, and support initiatives led by the communities themselves. We must approach the exploration of Indigenous cultures with humility, acknowledging the historical and ongoing injustices faced by these communities. By cultivating a genuine respect for Indigenous knowledge and seeking permission to learn and share, we can ensure that our engagement is rooted in ethics, appreciation, and responsible cultural exchange.

Indigenous teachings inspire us to celebrate and honor cultural diversity. They remind us that every culture has its unique perspectives and contributions to offer. By cultivating cultural intelligence, we can develop a greater appreciation for all cultures, past and present. It is through this process of learning, unlearning, and relearning that we can forge a future built on respect, understanding, and collaboration

The Emergence of Phsychedlics into Western Culture and Psychology:
The early years of the psychedelic movement marked a pivotal period in Western culture and psychology. During this time, influential figures such as Timothy Leary, Richard Alpert (Ram Dass), and Aldous Huxley played significant roles in introducing psychedelics to a wider audience, advocating for their potential to expand consciousness, facilitate personal growth, and unlock spiritual insights. Their teachings and writings deeply influenced the counterculture movement of the 1960s, creating a fervent interest in psychedelics. Notable events, such as the psychedelic experiments at Harvard University led by Timothy Leary and Richard Alpert, sparked controversy and public debate, as they explored the therapeutic potential of these substances and paved the way for further scientific investigations.

Timothy Leary and Richard Alpert, were instrumental in shaping the early psychedelic movement and its impact on Western culture and psychology. As Harvard psychologists, they conducted groundbreaking research on the therapeutic potential of psychedelics, particularly LSD. Leary, known for his charismatic personality and provocative statements such as “turn on, tune in, drop out,” advocated for the use of psychedelics as a means to expand consciousness and challenge societal norms. Alpert, influenced by his experiences with psychedelics, underwent a transformative journey that led him to embrace Eastern spirituality and become a spiritual teacher and author. Their collaboration and subsequent expulsion from Harvard University due to their controversial research catapulted them into the public eye, making them influential figures in the psychedelic movement. Their work and teachings inspired countless individuals to explore the potential of psychedelics for personal growth, spiritual exploration, and alternative forms of therapy, leaving a lasting legacy on the cultural and psychological landscape.

Aldous Huxley, a renowned writer and philosopher, also explored the potential of psychedelics through his groundbreaking book “The Doors of Perception,” in which he detailed his personal experiences with mescaline. Huxley’s eloquent descriptions and philosophical reflections on altered states of consciousness captured the imagination of many, offering a unique perspective on the transformative nature of psychedelics.

Despite initial opposition and subsequent backlash due to concerns about recreational use and legal ramifications, the early psychedelic movement laid a solid foundation for future developments. Pioneering researchers like Stanislav Grof and Humphry Osmond expanded our understanding of psychedelics through their studies on the treatment of mental health conditions and addiction. Grof, a renowned psychiatrist, conducted extensive research on the therapeutic potential of LSD and developed the concept of psychedelic-assisted therapy. His groundbreaking studies explored the use of psychedelics in treating mental health conditions, such as trauma and addiction, and emphasized the importance of the therapeutic setting and supportive guidance during psychedelic experiences. Similarly, Humphry Osmond, a British psychiatrist, coined the term “psychedelic” and conducted research on the therapeutic applications of substances like mescaline and LSD. Osmond’s studies on alcohol addiction and his collaborations with Aldous Huxley contributed to the growing body of knowledge on psychedelics and their potential benefits in psychiatric treatment. Both Grof and Osmond’s pioneering work laid the foundation for further scientific investigations and helped shape the emergence of psychedelic-assisted therapies that are being explored today.

As the early psychedelic years unfolded, the influence of psychedelics on Western culture and psychology became increasingly evident. The historical exploration of this time provides valuable insights into the social, cultural, and scientific developments that shaped our current understandings around psychedelics. By acknowledging the pivotal figures and cultural shifts of this time, we can truly appreciate the enduring impact of the early psychedelic movement and its ongoing influence in modern psychology.

MY JOURNEY WITH PSYCHEDELICS

A Psychedelic Journey of Wonder and Discovery

I've always been curious, wanting to understand life's big questions and the secrets of the universe. One day, I heard about psychedelics, like LSD, and how they can open up your mind to a whole new world. People talked about crazy trips with vibrant colors and feeling super connected to everything. I thought, "Wow, that sounds wild!"

With my adventurous spirit, I decided to give it a try. I mean, why not? I gathered some close friends who were also curious, and we tried it together. That first trip was a rollercoaster! Colors were jumping around, and everything felt so alive! Time didn't seem to matter at all. It was like I was in a dream world, exploring my deepest thoughts and emotions. I faced some fears and looked back at my past. It was intense, but I learned that being vulnerable and letting go of control wasn't a bad thing. It was freeing! After that, psychedelics became my teachers. They taught me to appreciate the present, see beauty in everything, and embrace the unknown. Life felt like a canvas, and I became the painter, creating art with every moment. These trips took me on a journey of self-discovery. I met versions of myself I never knew existed—creative, insightful, and full of potential. It was like a cosmic adventure right inside my mind! And it didn't stop there. I felt more connected to the world around me, like we were all part of this big, beautiful dance. I found my tribe, a bunch of fellow explorers seeking meaning and connection.

Looking ahead, I can't wait for the future! I want to keep exploring and sharing this magic with others. I'll be the guide, showing people through these mind-bending trips so they can uncover their own hidden gems. It's not always easy, but it's worth it. I'm ready to embrace the unknown, delve deeper into the therapeutic side of psychedelics, and break down the stigma around them. I want everyone to know these trips can be more than just a crazy ride—they can be life-changing!

So, that's my story, and I'm just getting started. Life's a trip, man, and I'm ready to dance through it with open arms and a heart full of wonder!

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I'm very fortunate to already be writing on these topics on a near daily basis. This opportunity couldn't be more serendipitously appropriate for sharing some of my efforts. What follows is some of the ways I've incorporated the use of psychedelics into my personal life along with practical evidence to help explain the science behind the mystical experience. Thanks to all who may read my story here. 🙏

MEDICAL BENEFITS OF LSD (and other psychedelics)

Weekly Microdosing for Well-being and Mindfulness:
One facet of the medically beneficial use of psychedelics involves microdosing, a practice gaining popularity for enhancing well-being and mindfulness. Scientifically, microdosing of substances like psilocybin and LSD has been associated with neuroplasticity, promoting the growth and rewiring of neural connections. This phenomenon fosters cognitive flexibility and emotional resilience, translating to heightened creativity, improved mood, and increased mindfulness. Serotonin receptor activation, coupled with potential neurogenesis, is thought to contribute to these positive outcomes, providing individuals with a non-disruptive method to integrate the benefits of psychedelics into daily life.

Legally Prescribed Ketamine Treatment for Anxiety:
Ketamine, once known primarily as an anesthetic, has emerged as a legally prescribed treatment for anxiety disorders. Scientifically, ketamine therapy targets the glutamate system in the brain, resulting in rapid relief of symptoms of anxiety and depression. This effect is attributed to its modulation of synaptic plasticity and mood-regulating neurotransmission. Ketamine's ability to enhance synaptic connectivity in specific brain regions further supports its efficacy in combating anxiety. This innovative approach has unveiled new possibilities for managing anxiety in individuals who have experienced resistance to conventional therapies, offering tangible improvements in their quality of life.

Occasional Medicinal Journeys for Trauma Healing and Personal Development:
Beyond microdosing and ketamine treatment, occasional larger psychedelic experiences can play a pivotal role in addressing deeper traumas and fostering personal development. Under the guidance of trained professionals, substances like LSD, MDMA, psilocybin, and ayahuasca offer scientifically supported benefits. By temporarily suppressing the activity of the Default Mode Network (DMN), these substances allow individuals to confront traumatic memories from a different perspective. Serotonergic modulation and intense emotional experiences during these journeys contribute to emotional release and processing of deeply rooted traumas. In turn, this can lead to catharsis, emotional healing, and reframing of one's personal narrative.

Epigenetic Improvements and Beyond:
Recent research has suggested that psychedelic experiences might lead to epigenetic changes, altering gene expression patterns associated with stress response and emotional regulation. These epigenetic changes could potentially contribute to long-lasting therapeutic effects. Additionally, these modalities offer opportunities for profound self-reflection, fostering personal growth, enhancing self-awareness, and promoting an overall sense of well-being.

Conclusion:
The utilization of psychedelics for medical purposes has evolved into a promising avenue for holistic well-being, anxiety management, trauma healing, personal growth, and even potential epigenetic improvements. The intersection of scientific understanding and careful integration into established therapeutic frameworks is reshaping mental health treatment. As research continues, these modalities may provide a more comprehensive approach to addressing psychological and emotional challenges, ultimately paving the way for a more nuanced and effective approach to overall health and personal development.

My craziest trip ever

Author's note:
This tale has been long awaited, and thus, deserving of its depth and leght.
Dear readers, please immerse yourself in the Mystic Tale from the Psychedelic Kaleidoscope
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Part 1/6

Chapter 1: The Cosmic Prelude

In the realm of whispered secrets and hidden doorways, two daring protagonists stood on the precipice of an extraordinary journey. Armed with two tabs each, they ventured into the unknown territories of consciousness. This was not just any trip - it was a symphony of senses, a kaleidoscope of colors waiting to unfold. Little did they know that this voyage would redefine their perception of reality.
It was a first, an exploration of the mind's uncharted territories. The protagonist had meticulously ordered the substance from the enigmatic realm known as the Dark Web, a realm shrouded in intrigue. Advertised as 100 micrograms, a tantalizing promise of altered perception and vivid experience beckoned.
With a mix of excitement and apprehension, they placed the alluring tabs beneath their tongue, hoping that this moment would set in motion a cascade of sensations and visions. A cosmic curtain lifted, revealing a landscape where the ordinary intertwined with the extraordinary, and the mundane merged with the miraculous.

Chapter 2: The Sanctuary of Dreams

In the heart of a secluded woodland, where nature's serenity embraced the distant echoes of civilization, a cottage stood as a sanctuary from the mundane world. Tucked away amidst towering trees and a symphony of rustling leaves, it became the stage for an unforgettable chapter in the lives of two intrepid souls. This tale unfolds in the company of two friends, their spirits fueled by curiosity and the daring desire to pierce the veil of reality.
Our protagonists, seekers of experiences and a dreamers of the extraordinary, embarked on this journey hand-in-hand with a kindred spirit. This friend, with an aura of mystique and a shared longing for adventure, was a stranger to the allure of altered states. Their previous rendezvous with LSD had been an ephemeral dance with disappointment, as inert tabs failed to conjure the magic they sought. This time, bolstered by an unwavering resolve, they stood at the cusp of a new venture, determined to grasp the enigmatic allure of acid and uncharted consciousness.
The cottage, a place where laughter echoed in harmony with the whispers of the wind. Their camaraderie, deepened through shared anticipation, promised a night of revelations, for they had no inkling of the tempest of experiences that awaited them. In the nexus of their friendship, the cottage bore witness to their hopes, their fears, and the unfurling tapestry of their minds under the influence of the psychedelic elixir.
In the following narrative, you shall witness the kaleidoscope of emotions, the spectrum of hallucinations, and the crescendo of events that unraveled within the walls of this remote haven. Together, we delve into the minds of these adventurers, tracing their footsteps through the vivid corridors of their consciousness, and embracing the intricate mosaic of their perceptions. So, dear reader, fasten your seatbelt and prepare to traverse the realms of altered reality alongside our intrepid duo, as they unlock the doors to the boundless realm of the mind.
As we commenced our culinary endeavor, laughter erupted like bubbles in a fizzy drink, blending harmoniously with the burgeoning magic of our impending journey. Giggles skipped from our lips, and the vegetables we chopped unfurled a vibrant mosaic of colors that painted our senses with awe. A shared grin passed between us, a silent agreement that something extraordinary was about to unfold.
"Get ready for an amazing adventure," I exclaimed, casting a knowing glance at my buddy. He playfully countered that we had already peaked, chuckling at the subtle visual dance that had begun. Little did we suspect, the real spectacle had only just begun, a tantalizing display poised to whisk us away.

Chapter 3: The Cosmic Dance Begins

As the sun dipped below the horizon, we embarked on a whimsical stroll through the realm of trees. Once ordinary sentinels now stood adorned in a vivid tapestry, their leaves swaying in a rhythm only perceptible to our newly heightened senses. Reality itself seemed to ripple and shift, a veil between the ordinary and the extraordinary thinning.
In the midst of our journey, we paused to fashion a cigarette, an everyday task now a whimsical challenge. The paper slipped through my fingers like a playful sprite, and the tobacco danced in an impish jig. Our laughter, like a chorus of mischievous spirits, echoed through the woods as we surrendered to the delightfully baffling choreography of this altered state.
In perfect synchrony, my companion and I reached a unanimous decision – it was time to retreat to the sanctuary of our cottage. Laughter guided us, an invisible thread leading us back through the enchanting woods. The world around us seemed to pulsate with a vibrant energy, every rustle of leaves and hushed whisper of the wind a part of the symphony.
As we crossed the threshold of the cottage, a sense of refuge enveloped us. The walls, adorned with shadows that danced like friendly phantoms, welcomed us home. The air within bore the scent of adventure and mirth, a heady concoction that seemed to infuse the very atmosphere with magic.
We settled into the heart of our haven, a haven that was now awash in the soft glow of lamplight. The ordinary had taken on an extraordinary quality – the furniture, the rugs, even the knick-knacks on the shelves, each possessed an aura of mystique. It was as if we had stumbled into an otherworldly museum, a treasure trove of curiosities waiting to be explored.
As we reclined on a well-loved sofa, a sense of wonderment swept over us. The journey was already proving to be a panorama of emotions and experiences, a ride that promised to take us to the farthest reaches of our minds. And so, we, two intrepid explorers, were ready to waltz once more with the cosmic kaleidoscope.
As the effects deepened their embrace, my friend and I settled outside the cottage, smoke curling skyward from our lips. The world before us was a mesmerizing blur, a canvas of colors and shapes that danced like playful specters. Unbeknownst to us, a group of people ambled by, mere meters away, their forms blending into a crimson haze. One figure, adorned in red, captured my attention, a fleeting enigma in a sea of abstraction.
In a heartbeat, my friend dashed indoors, vanishing like a wisp of smoke, his caution ignited by the sudden intrusion of the ordinary world. Meanwhile, the kaleidoscope within me spun faster, reality slipping through my fingers like sand.
The cottage's interior had transformed into a labyrinth, a tapestry of shifting shadows and amorphous silhouettes. Each step was a gamble, an unpredictable dance with the unseen. I stumbled and fumbled, a cosmic traveler caught in a whirlwind of sensory ecstasy.
Desiring a moment of sonic sanctuary, I cocooned myself in my own world. Psytrance melodies swirled around me, a portal into a dimension where sound and sensation merged into an ecstatic tapestry. My friend, though, was ensnared by the silence he yearned for, my musical reverie becoming an unintended dissonance.

We have decided to extend our TRIPIPEDIA WRITING COMPETITION for one more month!

The competition will run over the course of the months of August, September and October now.

On the 1st of November, judges will deliberate, and winners will be announced.

In addition to our amazing prices already, top 3 MEDICINAL BENEFITS OF LSD submission writes will receive a special invention to The Back Room, "the inner circle" of the Tripipedia family.

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Holy cow that is exciting! Are you all for real? So these reports are to be done with some lucy gotten from you during August I'm assuming? I'd want the 2 pages reward for sure. I guess what I am asking is --is a purchase required to enter this?

Damn, TTTz would be great for this. At least maybe the rest of us have a chance now that he's not in the competition. ;)

This is great and exciting!

This looks very exciting you can expect to see me submit a piece and I look forward to reading others submitted.

Good luck all!

Damn I had a very good trip report with the DS3.0 on TMG. Kind of sucks.

Speaking of TMG, has Perception shown any signs of life last few months? You sound confident enough they will show up to judge the reports hah

EDIT - I was wrong about this, removing this comment.

Holy moly, what a wonderful message to come back to.
In the depths of my heart, a newfound spark of inspiration has ignited to tell a tale that has long resided within me.

Sending love to this community
TPS

MY JOURNEY WITH PSYCHEDELICS

Before Trip

I had been in a deep void for a long time, and the reasons behind this were not being economically independent, witnessing negativity from my friends, realizing that no matter how hard I tried to be good, I was treated as foolish, people constantly wanting to use me throughout my life, and then discarding me when when their purposes were fulfilled..I had become so disconnected from the flow of life that within that dark year where I couldn't find motivation to wake up, I consumed whatever I could find.

LSD was something I had wanted to try for a long time but couldn't find. During this dark period of using everything, I was completely at rock bottom. I used crystal meth, heroin, pills. I was at an all-time low, and one day, in desperation, I asked the street vendors who i called my friends, who were only with me to use me, about LSD. They quoted a significantly high price, and without even thinking about the little money I had, I handed it over and bought it.

I used my first LSD with shitty people and experiences werent really good but when i saw the visuals and felt effects of LSD i understand that was the thing what i needed. After my first use it made me understand i should treat myself better and remove this shitty people from my life who want to use me but this was impossible because the only way for me to obtain the things I desired was through these blood-sucking vampires.

They used to invite me to hang out and use Meth with them, but after my first acid experience, I had stopped using everything I considered harmful. When I asked them about LSD or Psychedelics they would tell me that "there's something coming soon, and now there's a really good Meth or Heroin available", urging me to join them. Their sole purpose was to satisfy their own desires. Recently, one day they claimed to have LSD even though they didn't actually possess it, and they tried to rob me. I didn't suffer any serious injuries, I managed to escape, but I sat in the middle of the street and cried.I cried because I had to deal with bad people while seeking a way out, a treatment, and it was so difficult.

And I started searching on the deep web, on the internet. I came across Dread first, there were a few Turks there, but the prices were a bit high for me, so no matter how much I wanted to, I couldn't take that bold step.

And I saw the The Doctor's message about the topic of DSTR opening on the same day it was discussed. I was really excited and started researching. I read everything on TribeSeuss from start to finish even on clean web. After a few anxious, indecisive, and paranoid days, After a sleepless night, I suddenly placed the order without thinking because there was something calling out to me. This was my first order from the DW, which is precisely why I was extremely anxious. I had learned about PGP, opsec, and other related topics from the site and applied what i can. After placing the order, I was extremely excited, but I thank the DSTR team for being very attentive.

And on that special day, my door was knocked, and what I had wished for was delivered to me, right into my hands. I was in a state of shock, astonishment, excitement, and incredible happiness.
I could feel my heart beating. Knowing that day was coming, I had prepared for it. I decorated my room, added plenty of relaxing and trippy wall curtains. I entered my room, which I had carefully prepared for the trip. There's something I need to mention, though - my entire family was at home. I was in a state of uncertainty about what to do, Later on, I wanted to look for the substance, but it took me some time to find it. In fact, while trying to find it, I even sent a message to the team But shortly after, without needing an answer, I found it. It was really well hidden. I was amazed when i found it and i put x2 - 100ug blotter in my mouth and hide all others...

MY TRIP WITH DS3.0 100ug x2

I lay down on my bed, turned on my music, and waited for the effects to kick in. While waiting, I pondered over my experiences, my life, my mistakes, and many other things. Not too long after, rhythmic blue-purple lights danced on my room's ceiling in sync with the music. I was watching in astonishment, a fluttering happiness inside me like butterflies. I felt like a little child, completely enthralled. I started following what I saw in a peaceful manner. After continuing like this for a while, I decided to go outside and head to the store to grab something to drink. I stood in front of my wardrobe to pick out something to wear. When I opened the wardrobe door, all my clothes were shimmering and sparkling. I realized that I had been wearing things in dark tones for a long time due to being depressed, but now the colorful clothes on the edge of my wardrobe were waving at me. My wardrobe seemed like a burst of colors. I felt like a star as I stood there choosing my clothes. Then, involuntarily, I found the feeling amusing and burst into laughter. decided to wear the colorful clothes and stepped out of my room.

As I told my mother that I was going out, for some reason, I felt a strong sense of love inside me. With my headphones on, I had left the house, realizing that the real adventure was just beginning. Crystal Castles' "Vanished" was playing in my ears as I stepped into the elevator. I pressed the button to go down. The elevator, covered in mirrors everywhere, moved like a spaceship. Colors were sparkling one after another, and observing the reflected colors and myself in the mirrors was incredibly intriguing. The flow of time seemed to have changed; I felt as though a long time had passed inside the elevator. Finally, the elevator descended, and I stepped outside.When I stepped outside, I felt enchanted. The trees and the small flowers around seemed to be greeting me. I looked at them with astonished eyes.

I was walking towards the market. The sun, the wind, everything felt magical, but a small worry had started to creep in, as if saying "I'm here." It was as if everyone was watching me. Strange questions started to pop into my head. "Was I walking properly? How did I look from the outside?" Trying not to attract too much attention, I entered the market. The same mundane store I visited every day now felt like something out of a cyberpunk universe. All the products, beverages, fruit juices, were displaying vibrant colors. I remember thinking that the red ones were health potions and the blue ones were mana potions. I picked up a few items for myself and headed towards the checkout.
I don't know why, but the toys they placed near the checkout looked hilarious, and I had to really control myself not to burst into laughter while making the payment. I left the store, walking happily. I entered the building and found myself back at my favorite part - the elevator. Upon entering, I started dancing to the music and danced like crazy until I reached my floor. Singing along to the song, I danced with small moves. When I arrived at my floor, the door had opened, and someone was there. I think she had heard me singing. It was an embarrassing and funny moment. I quickly entered my home.

I quickly entered my room, turned on the music, and lay down on my bed. I played my music through the speakers and lay down.I watched the visuals. My room, the walls, everything looked so beautiful that I was in awe.I realized that I had made a mistake by taking x2 100, I realized I had made a slight mistake because the visuals had become quite intense, and for a moment, I felt a surge of fear. I was feeling a bit nauseous. I was thinking about my old mistakes, I thought about the wrongs people had done to me and the hurtful behaviors I had shown towards others. thought about the harm I've caused to myself because of my old drug abuse. i started to cry but it felt like some kind of purification. I went to the bathroom to wash my face. I looked at myself in the mirror and told myself, "This is what I wanted, and I'm living what I desired. So, enjoy it to the fullest. Surrender to the colors and savor the experience."

After that moment, I took a deep breath, embraced the sensations, and returned to my room with a newfound sense of calm. The visuals continued to dance before my eyes, and I let myself be carried away by the vibrant colors and swirling patterns. It was a journey into a world of my own creation, a beautiful escape from the ordinary. One of the beautiful surprises for me was when my cat, as if understanding me, came and jumped onto me, doing cute gestures. It was an unforgettable magical moment, as if we understood each other.

As time passed, I found myself lost in a sea of thoughts and emotions. The music seemed to meld with the visuals, creating a symphony of sensations that resonated deep within me. I explored the corners of my mind, revisiting memories, pondering questions, and finding a sense of connection with my inner self.

The fear I had felt earlier began to dissolve, replaced by a profound sense of acceptance and serenity. It was as if I had transcended the boundaries of my usual consciousness and entered a realm of pure experience.

Eventually, the intensity started to wane, and I was left with a feeling of gentle euphoria. I slowly opened my eyes, taking in the more familiar sights of my room, now bathed in the soft light of the evening. The journey had almost come to an end, but the impact it left on me lingered...

Reflecting on the experience, I realized that sometimes, stepping out of one's comfort zone can lead to moments of unexpected growth and understanding. This journey had been a reminder that life's tapestry is woven with a rich variety of colors, experiences, and emotions, waiting to be explored and appreciated.

Thank you for everything Tribe_Seuss.

MY CRAZIEST TRIP EVER!!!

JOURNEY OF THE HEART: A TRANSFORMATIVE ENCOUNTER

A Fateful Day
A few years ago, I embarked on a sacred and transformative medicine journey that would forever change the course of my life. Guided by an inner curiosity and embracing the potential of this experience, I was unintentionally and unexpectedly invited to discover the profound power of universal love. As I delved into the depths of the medicine journey, I had no idea that it’s impact would extend far beyond the moment, inspiring ongoing revelations and an extraordinary years long process of integration. This journey gifted me with a revelation that transcended ordinary understanding, an awareness that love, the very essence of life, was not only an external force but rather a boundless reservoir residing within the core of my being. At first, I perceived it as a moment of magic, a glimpse of something potentially beyond this world. But as the echoes of the journey lingered, its true significance began to reveal itself and continues to do so.

With transparency and sincerity, I wish to share the challenges I faced in integrating this powerful encounter into my everyday existence. This journey was not a miraculous transformation but rather the beginning of an unfolding path. A lifelong endeavor that continues to shape my perception and actions. Throughout this exploration, I have come to embrace the beauty of imperfection in the process of personal growth. There have been moments of uncertainty and moments of revelation, times when I feel intimately connected to the universe and times when I struggle to grasp the divine essence within. Yet, with each step, I’ve discovered valuable insights and experienced profound moments of learning and self-discovery. The revelations that have come extend beyond the confines of that singular journey, teaching me about vulnerability, compassion, and the intricate tapestry of interconnectedness that binds all living beings.

The Experience
As I prepared for my first proper voyage into hyperspace, I felt a mixture of excitement and trepidation. With the proper tools in hand, the long-awaited moment had arrived. Taking a measured and light-handed approach, I expected a gentle entry into this uncharted realm. However, the universe had something far more extraordinary in store. The moment I took in the medicine, my surroundings ignited with an ethereal light show, vibrating with fractals of cosmic beauty. In that very moment, I experienced a profound connection to the universe, as if all existence resonated in perfect harmony with my soul. The walls of my room danced with fractals and sacred geometry, every sound echoing in harmonious tones. Amidst the electrifying squiggles of colors and patterns, a fleeting silhouette of a feminine being revealed itself, piquing my interest and leaving me yearning to explore further.

Empowered by the uplifting vibes of the first experience, I dared to dive deeper on a subsequent occasion later that day. I prepared for the journey, this time fully embracing possibility and setting aside my cautious approach in order to dive head first even deeper into the experience. Immediately upon consuming the medicine, the room erupted into an even more intense symphony of vibrations, reality bending and breaking apart before me. Guided by the familiar musical tones, I felt an irresistible call leading me to an encounter of a lifetime. I closed my eyes, bracing myself for the journey ahead.

Upon closing my eyes, I was greeted by a shape-shifting, ethereal being, an enigmatic black and white orb with wriggling tubular appendages. As I perceived this entity with amazement and disbelief, I couldn’t help but once again notice the same captivating feminine energy from earlier. Wordlessly, it beckoned for my attention, guiding me to receive a wondrous gift. As I managed to somehow focus in, it suddenly split in two, revealing its gift as my reward for embracing the moment. An offering of the most powerfully pure, true, and unconditional love. In an instant, this gift, this feeling of boundless love, touched the very core of my being. It illuminated the shadows of fear and anxiety, teaching me the art of letting go and embracing the fullness of existence. It shattered the barriers that separated me from the world around me, revealing the interconnectedness of all things, the oneness that threads through every living being.

As I received this profound boon, I was overwhelmed by its beauty, determined to cherish it forever. In the midst of these extraordinary revelations, I found myself swept away by the sheer awe of the moment. As the symphony of colors and fractals enveloped my senses, I couldn’t help but marvel at the grandiosity of the experience. My mind was racing, attempting to capture every intricate detail, eager to share this magical encounter with the world. In my excitement, I thought, “Wow, this is beyond words! I must remember every sensation, every nuance, so I can recount this story later and convey its sheer magnificence.” It was as if the very fabric of reality was unfurling before my eyes, and I wanted to hold onto it with every ounce of my being.

Yet, in the midst of my exhilaration, the celestial entity gently communicated without uttering a single word, urging me to cease my frantic note taking and embrace the essence of the moment. Almost as if nudging me with a gentle yet insistent presence, it implored me to let go of my need to analyze and verbalize, and instead, to surrender to the pure experience of it all. At that moment, I felt a profound sense of connection with this celestial guide, as if it were sharing in my delight but also wanting me to recognize the limitations of words in capturing the true essence of this journey. It seemed to remind me that some experiences transcend the confines of language, unfolding in realms where the heart and soul speak in a language of their own.

Heeding its silent counsel, I chose to release my grasp on the mental notes and simply immerse myself in the present, fully surrendering to the journey’s flow. As I embraced the moment with complete openness, the entity responded with a guided journey through a breathtaking landscape of kaleidoscopic colors and morphing geometries. Time seemed to lose its grip, and I soared through a realm of indescribable beauty and infinite wonder. As the medicine’s effects gently waned, and I slowly emerged from the cosmic voyage, I was filled with an overwhelming sense of gratitude. Tears of amazement, joy and disbelief poured from my eyes. Without a doubt, this was one of the most inspiring and profound experiences I have ever encountered in my life.

Integration
This profound encounter left me with a realization that would forever shape my understanding of love and life’s essence. It was not simply an external force that graced me that day but rather a boundless reservoir residing within my soul. This revelation opened my eyes to the vastness of love within me, waiting to be acknowledged, embraced, and shared with the world. With this newfound understanding, I realized that love is not just a fleeting emotion or an external force; it is the very essence of life itself, a constant, ever-flowing stream that connects us all. As I continue to integrate this profound realization into my daily life, my actions, and my relationships, I undergo a profound shift in my perspective. Love has increasingly become the compass guiding my decisions, transforming how I interact with others and how I treat myself.

The realization that love is the essence of life and that it can be experienced through conscious practice has become my guiding principle. I strive to share this understanding with others, to inspire them to tap into the wellspring of love within their hearts, and to embrace love as a transformative force for personal growth and positive change. This ongoing journey of integration is not a linear path or a quick fix. It requires constant effort, self-reflection, and a willingness to face challenges head-on. There are days when I may lose sight of the boundless love within me and stumble in my practice. Yet, I have learned to be gentle with myself during these times, understanding that growth is not always linear.

Each step I take, no matter how small, brings me closer to a more loving and compassionate version of myself. I’ve come to realize that this journey is not about perfection, but about progress. It’s about learning from the moments when I falter and using that knowledge to steer myself back onto the path of love and understanding. Through this ongoing process of integration, I have also come to appreciate the beauty of the present moment. The journey itself is a destination, and I find joy in the daily discoveries and growth that come from embracing love as a guiding force. As I navigate the twists and turns of life, I know that this journey will continue to evolve. It is not a destination reached and forgotten; rather, it is an ever-evolving exploration of the depths of love and the interconnectedness of all things.

I am grateful for the profound experience that opened my eyes to the essence of love and for the opportunity to embark on this lifelong journey of integration. I embrace the challenges and uncertainties that lie ahead, knowing that they are an essential part of the transformative process. In the end, it is the commitment to growth, the willingness to learn from every experience, and the daily practice of love and compassion that will shape this lifelong endeavor into a meaningful and profound exploration of self and the world around me. Embracing the essence of love and practicing loving compassion is an ongoing process of growth and self-discovery, and I am wholeheartedly dedicated to this lifelong endeavor of integrating the profound impact of that fateful day.

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Greetings 🌞
Is the creation date referred to my Dread account or my TS account?
If the answer is Dread, I'm worried I won't be able to participate, since I've just created this new account...

Hello friends, I would love to participate in this competition but I did not create an account here until a couple of weeks ago. Would you be willing to extend the entry deadline for me so that I can have a chance??? Love and gratitude.

Happy to see things are moving forward for the Tribe, much love

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MY JOURNEY WITH PSYCHEDELICS

Chapter 1: The Call of the Psychedelic Voyage

The journey into the realm of psychedelics began not with a bang, but with a whisper - an intriguing rumor that danced through the corridors of my mind. I had always been a curious soul, driven by an insatiable thirst for knowledge and a hunger for the exploration of alternate states of consciousness. The tales of psychedelic experiences, whispered among the underground, beckoned to me like siren songs, promising to unlock the secrets of the universe. The day of my first experience, which I had chronicled in a previous tale, marked the genesis of a transformative odyssey.

It was on a crisp autumn evening, when the world was bathed in the soft glow of twilight, that I took my first tentative steps towards the psychedelic abyss. With two small squares of paper cradled in my palm, I embarked on a journey that would forever alter the trajectory of my existence. It was LSD, the key to a portal I had long yearned to unlock.

As the acid began to weave its intricate tapestry within the depths of my mind, reality itself transformed. Colors took on a vibrancy that defied description, and the boundaries that separated me from the world dissolved into a pulsating, interconnected web of existence. Time became a mercurial river, flowing backward and forward, carrying me on its undulating currents.

Chapter 2: The Enchantment of 2-CB

The journey with LSD was but the first step in my odyssey. The siren song of psychedelics continued to beckon, leading me to the mystical realms of 2-CB. This compound, with its reputation for inducing profound visuals and a unique blend of mental and physical sensations, became my next destination.

Under the canopy of a star-studded night, I ingested a tiny amount of brownish powder. It wasn't long before the world began to ripple and shift, as though I had been transported to a dreamscape painted with the brushstrokes of the gods themselves. The boundaries between my body and the cosmos blurred, and I felt as though I were melting into the very fabric of existence.

The visuals that danced before my eyes were a symphony of wonder - patterns that pulsed and morphed, colors that sang in harmony, and a sense of interconnectedness that transcended the limitations of language. It was as if the universe had laid bare its secrets before me, inviting me to partake in its cosmic dance.

Chapter 3: The Path Unfolds

With each step along this psychedelic path, I found myself descending deeper into the labyrinth of my own consciousness. I encountered visions that defied explanation and insights that illuminated the darkest corners of my psyche. These experiences, both beautiful and challenging, became the threads of a tapestry that wove the story of my transformation.

As I navigated the ever-shifting landscapes of my mind, I unearthed buried memories and confronted unresolved traumas. The psychedelics served as catalysts for introspection, inviting me to confront my demons and emerge stronger on the other side. It was a journey of self-discovery, a quest to unearth the hidden gems of my soul.

Chapter 4: The Vision of Change

The psychedelic voyages not only opened doors within my mind but also awakened a profound sense of responsibility. I couldn't help but see the world with new eyes, to perceive the interconnectedness of all living beings, and to recognize the injustices that plagued society. It was during one particularly revelatory trip that I stumbled upon an opportunity to make a difference - a moment that would etch itself into the very core of my being.

As I delved deeper into the realms of altered consciousness, I carried with me the growing weight of a world in desperate need of change. The veil had been lifted, and I saw the stark realities that had eluded my awareness for so long. I could feel the threads of human existence interwoven with the tapestry of life itself, and it became increasingly clear that my journey had a purpose beyond personal exploration.

It was during a crisp, starlit night that the opportunity to make a tangible impact presented itself. A homeless tour, a unique venture led by individuals who had endured the unforgiving trials of life on the streets, became a turning point. Their stories were etched in the lines of their weathered faces, each line a testament to the hardships they had endured and the resilience that had sustained them.

As I walked alongside these individuals, I listened with a heavy heart to their tales of addiction, struggle, and, against all odds, survival. They spoke of nights spent on cold, unforgiving concrete, of the relentless hunger that gnawed at their bellies, and of the isolation that enveloped them like a shroud. Yet, amidst the shadows of despair, I witnessed a flicker of resilience - an ember of hope that refused to be extinguished.

What struck me most profoundly, however, was the systemic issue that ensnared them in an unending cycle of destitution. It was a burden that clung to them like a relentless specter - the burden of debt. When these courageous souls attempted to reintegrate into society and secure employment, their hard-earned wages were confiscated to repay debts accrued for social and health insurance, transportation, and other necessities.

It was a nightmare - a vicious circle where the very act of striving to escape homelessness became an exercise in futility. The state's refusal to forgive these debts served as a cruel reminder of a system that seemed indifferent to the plight of those it had failed. The specter of debt held them captive, perpetuating their dependence on social support and reinforcing the shackles of homelessness.

The weight of this injustice pressed upon my soul. I could not stand idly by, for the lessons of compassion and interconnectedness, learned through my psychedelic experiences, ignited a fervor within me. I became an advocate for change, determined to lend my voice to those who had been silenced by circumstance.

Yet, the path of advocacy proved to be an uphill battle. My efforts to challenge the system and advocate for the rights of the homeless had not yielded significant results. It was disheartening to witness the inertia of bureaucracy, the resistance to change, and the perpetuation of a broken system.

Their struggles were not abstract; they were lived experiences etched into the very fabric of our society. The weight of debt, the cycle of dependence, and the lack of support systems left these souls in a state of perpetual limbo.
In the midst of this darkness, I found myself searching for answers, yearning for a world where compassion triumphed over bureaucracy, and where the forgotten voices of the homeless were heard. The journey was far from over, and the challenges ahead were daunting. Yet, with each step, I carried the conviction that change was possible - a conviction fueled by the lessons of compassion and interconnectedness learned through my psychedelic sojourns.

Chapter 5: Beyond the Horizon

As I stand on the precipice of the unknown, I know that my journey with psychedelics is far from over. The path ahead stretches like an uncharted wilderness, promising new vistas of insight and transformation. It is a journey I undertake with humility, guided by the wisdom bestowed upon me by these sacred substances.

In the future, I yearn to venture even deeper into the realms of altered consciousness. DMT, the spirit molecule, beckons like a beacon in the night, promising to unveil mysteries beyond imagination. With each step, I carry the lessons of compassion, interconnectedness, and social responsibility, determined to make the world a better place for all.

As the stars continue their eternal dance in the cosmic expanse, I step forward into the unknown, armed with the knowledge that the journey with psychedelics is a lifelong odyssey - one that promises to be as vivid and profound as the visions that dance in the realms of altered perception. The path may be uncertain, but it is a path I tread with hope, wonder, and an unwavering commitment to explore the mysteries of the mind and the universe itself.

So, dear reader, as you close the chapters of my story, remember that you too hold the power to make a change. Be compassionate, lend a helping hand when you can, and listen to the voices that often go unheard. For in the tapestry of existence, each thread represents a life, a story, and a soul worthy of love and understanding. Together, we can weave a world where empathy reigns, and where the forgotten find solace in the warmth of our collective compassion.

MY CRAZIEST TRIP EVER!!! - Soul Bomb as a First Trip

Dose: 100 μg LSD, then another 100 μg LSD with 500 mg Psilocybe Cubensis chocolate

Foreword:
Back in my youth when I had experience only with weed, I did what I'm about to write, and I still see it as the craziest experience those substances could give me at that time. From this experience on, I'm buying tabs only from The Tribe, which are from my experience precisely dosed. Looking back at this, when I just found some LSD and bought it, it was, well... crazy. :-)

Experience:
I'm writing this at 7 pm, my first LSD experience is, I believe, over.
I won't lie, this day is weird from its beginning...
I woke up at 6 am, with just a few hours of sleep, yet feeling full of energy. It was weird, but I instantly knew I must get the best out of this day. That this day is going to be special. And I had something special to fulfill this feeling.
I packed everything into my small bag, wrote some anchors on my hand, and even a letter for anyone that could find me tripping, which was very unlikely.
T+ 0:00 - I came to my place in the meadow, unpacked my things, made myself clear what I want from the trip, and at 8:42 am, I applied 100 μg of LSD on my tongue as half of 200 μg blotter. Then I just turned on a playlist that I created for this and waited.
T+ 1:00 - The first thing I noticed was the high, very similar to weed, but with way more muscle relaxation. Everything is so simple to do, even now.
T+ 2:00 - This effect got bigger when I almost uncontrollably began to spin to the music. However, it was sadly long after DSOTM has already played. How I wished to trip listening to Pink Floyd... Anyway, the playlist was 8 hours long, so I just continued. And I didn't mind, I was relaxed and everything around was beautiful. I knew that I've chosen the best place I could. And I wanted to think deeply about it.
T+ 2:30 - So, I laid in the grass, closed my eyes, and I saw some transparent geometry, then some cute kitten faces. I thought that was the time to see the psychedelic world, but when I looked to the tree crown and around, everything seemed normal. Only with the eyes open barely and looking in the distance, I saw as if the trees were dancing and laughing, but as I opened my eyes back again fully, just the same old reality, visually and mentally.
T+ 3:00 - I ate a melted chocolate bar. It was the best thing I've ever tasted, and I was incredibly grateful for it, so I ate everything I had. Except for the milk, which I had for detox if needed (I read that nonsense online). Wonderful time, I felt how special this place is. I connected to the nature. Actually, I even hugged a rock. And it was a hug like no other. I understood that I am even with that rock, no more, no less, and the rock loves me as much as I love the rock.
T+ 3:30 - I continued to explore the meadow, watching insects, rocks, trees, flowers... fully sensible.
T+ 4:30 - In peace, lying on the grass next to the rocks and trees, I started laughing at myself. The writings on the hand, the letter, the amount of food... it just seemed funny.
T+ 5:00 - And by this all, I woke up the child that's been sleeping in me since my early closed childhood. The child that spent years waiting for free time. It felt so real that I lost the filtration of my voice. I started hearing myself as a voice from a record, and then as the child. What a weird way of thinking.
T+ 6:30 - I believe I was able to communicate perfectly the whole time. It was all about just quite conceptual thinking, maybe seeing colors a little more vivid, and the connections between things showing themselves clearly.
T+ 8:00 - I watched an alien-like insect on my hand as I realized that it was almost 5 pm.
I packed everything and went to my mother's house. I felt normal, so I thought it's OK to sleep there. I prepared some things on the table in my room – phone, milk, water, speaker, earphones, diary, the remaining half of the blotter, a bar of chocolate with 250 mg of shrooms in each piece, the pen that I'm currently writing with, and began to write. That was around 6 pm, now we have 7:24 pm.
No one won't text me anymore, even the echoes from the forest died away, so I'm unpausing the music. Ahh...
T+ 9:00, T2+ 0:00 - I'm still feeling the muscle relaxation, mainly in my jaw, but f#ck it, it's 7:32 and I'm starting to eat the chocolate.
T2+ 0:15 - Oh, I'm listening to the "playlists radio". But that's OK, I've been telling myself I was too careful with it. Honestly... I wanted to meet God and now I'm seeing only my siblings playing outside. It’s 7:48 and I'm applying the remaining half, 100 μg LSD on my tongue. This is called... Soul Bomb!
T2+ 0:20 - 7:54, my mother broke into my room, joking that I was in the forest searching for magic mushrooms. She doesn't know anything, yet she's being awkward... I don't feel anything, but I might be a bit stressed after this. Hopefully, no one will disturb me now.
T2+ 0:25 - OMG, it's 7:57 and as I'm looking through the window, I see it. The trees are dancing and branches drifting clearly now. Everything is somewhat normal when I'm looking around, but when I focus on something... WOW! But I ate the second piece of chocolate just a minute ago. Well, I'll give in. I'm going to stare into the trees.
T2+ 0:30 - As I swallow the blotter, things are already crazy. The geometry of the branches just filled my vision with symmetrical texture repetition, like if I was a bee or something. Is this just the chocolate? I had 2 pieces, which means 0,5 g and I'm definitely not having more.
T2+ 0:40 - Now it's 8:12 pm, I'm going into bed, and playing the playlist from the start, but with my earphones. Now, as I lay, I'm going to close my eyes and listen to the music.
(That was the last thing I wrote to my psychedelic diary that day. Yet it all just started. I'm rewriting this 2 months after because I wasn't able to think about it clearly until now. Anyway, here's what happened after I laid in the bed...)
T2+ 1:00 - I really wanted to enjoy the music, but I couldn't. Wood on the walls started flowing, the floor was breathing, and the ceiling light turned into some living, melting jellyfish full of soft colors, although it's just white. All of this at once. It was already dark outside and I started wondering "How long will this be? What if something's wrong and this is the peak of the morning's dose? I can't be like this all day!" And that was the biggest mistake – I started to worry. I was scared. I felt the fear of impending doom.
T2+ 2:00 - External hallucinations showed up. I started to see purple-green tentacles and spiders all over the ceiling. And everywhere around me was this net of purple eyes looking straight into my soul. I almost shi#ted myself from this, so I took the bottle of milk and escaped to the toilet. For a while, it was a magical circle of drinking milk, shi#ting, and trying to see better things than demons, shadow people and other unspeakable horrors. Then it kept getting worse.
T2+ 3:00 - I heard steps in the hall all the time and then my mother screaming in fear that her other child has died. Luckily, my brother was ok, but she kept yelling at him with her most intense, almost devil-like voice. It was around 11 pm, she didn't look for me, but if she found me this high, I wouldn't survive.
T2+ 3:30 - I was in so horrible fear that I questioned what's real. The milk didn't work at all. I didn't even know if I'm still alive, so I created a mantra: "If you're breathing and hearing music, everything's allright." But then, the time f#cking disappeared! I didn't know if I'm breathing, and the music played with minutes-lasting tones or even backward. Time dilation turned into time reversal in no time. Literally no time.
I somehow started to see the music. I think I even saw a new color. In a transition between bloody brown and turquoise, the colors in the middle are red, orange yellow... but I saw it as a whole color that I can't explain. But the transition surely reminds me of the Psychedelic Porn Crumpets' "High Visceral Pt.1" album, which I was listening there. I recommend that btw.
T2+ 4:00 - Anyway, this exploration calmed me down, a triangle with glasses and a stick showed me a top of a pyramid and I, still sitting on a toilet with my head against the wall in compete darkness, saw grass and wheat with shining light all around me. I depersonalized, but soon understood I'm flying. I was thinking about the world, but the only word I remember is the last one: "bzzz". At that moment, I understood I'm a bee. That didn't last long, but it was enough to understand what a bee feels, and I believe that I had to be the bee as I'm allergic to their sting - I've always been scared of them. And after this embodiment, I love them.
T2+ 5:00 - I returned to my body and got the strength to walk back to my bed. On my way there, I saw weird stuff in the mirror for a second, but knew I shouldn't look there, got into my bed and finally fell asleep with purple eyes above me, looking after me like a biblically acurate angel.
I slept maybe 3 hours and woke at 6 am again, with the same feeling as the day before. The only difference is the memory of that day that I'll never forget. I grabbed my psychedelic diary and drew a simple eye looking straight into my soul. Bomb.

Conclusion:
Although I see it as a bad trip now, and it was a challenge to write, it gave me something. At least an understanding and introduction to the psychedelic world and wisdom that LSD isn't always laid evenly. It also gave me determination to explore this better.
Now, after other experiences, I'm sure of this: Don't worry, if you try psychedelics and you're mentally well, not living with your mother like me at that time (lol), they can help you understand this world and your brain. Or yourself, if you still think that's a thing.
Best regards, The Child that wrote this long ago...

MY JOURNEY WITH PSYCHEDELICS

One of my coolest every trips happened in 2016, I was it was my first day coming out of the psych ward after a suicide attempt. Under most circumstances I don't think it would be the most ideal time to have an acid trip. But I'm glad I did have that trip. I dosed myself with either 444-555 ug of blue Buddha tabs. Anyways to get into the trip itself. The come up itself wasn't anything special, it was just a smooth ride into the most blissful and peaceful trip I have ever had. I probably dosed around 7pm, and I was just by myself sitting in the middle of my bed. I started to notice in front me everything was starting to increase in brightness in an angelic way. You could feel the warmth of love coming from what I deemed to be heaven or peace. Now onto the part that was behind me, I had a mirror on the wall above my bed. When I was looking at myself in the mirror, the version of “me” in the mirror would occasionally twitch/glitch and I would see a dark purple and black energy come out of the version of “me”. It wasn’t scary to me anymore so it intrigued me to what that entity that was mimicking me in the mirror was or what it was. Behind me, of which the mirror was, was giving off negative vibes and because of that I deemed the backside “hell”. Now that leaves me in the middle of my bed, sitting perfectly between “heaven” and “hell” or you could also interpret it as Ying & Yang. I sat in the middle of my bed for the entirety of my trip. At some point I noticed that I had subconsciously become Baphomet. I first keyed into this fact when I noticed I kept moving my hands into the “Quod est superius est sicut quod inferius, et quod inferius est sicut quod est superius.” which means “What is above is like what is below, and what is below is like what is above.” state with my left hand pointing upwards to the spiritual plane of existence, well my right hand was pointing downwards to our physical plane. It was so peaceful and mind freeing sitting there with the scale of good and bad being perfectly balanced. I sat in silence for most of the trip, just almost meditating and reflecting on my life and how my actions throughout life lead me to ending up in a ward thus leading me to having this beautiful experience. I decided to try and get some rest when I looked out my windows around 7-8am and was gazing upon the super vibrant green grass and some lovely pine trees. Until I closed the blinds and laid myself down for some rest, the whole experience really helped me at the time, allowing me to climb further out of the deep pit I was in. LSD is a very special compound and it shall be eternally loved .

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My Craziest Trip Ever!!!

It was a Friday, much like many other Friday afternoons that littered my summers back in those days, but differentiated by one key element; this was the Friday that I was headed to see Sound Tribe Sector 9. I sat in the back of my buddy S’s honda accord as we zipped North on the highway and made our escape from the city. At the time, I had no way of knowing just how incredible this same landscape would look when I made my return journey. Well, I had an inkling of how it might look, but there was no way that I could have been able to fully prepare myself for the insanity that was in store that evening. Indeed, even the most experienced psychonaut could not have adequately prepared themselves for the adventure that was about to unfold.
At the time, I had access to a plethora of incredibly potent MDMA products, in various forms, but my favorites were the legendary mints: 200 mg MDMA tablets pressed with 50 mg of MDA as a binding agent; pure magic. I pulled a bag of pills from my front right pocket, gently rolling them across my fingers through the thin layer of cellophane that separated my skin from the wonders within. It was late August, and the early cold snap that rode in on the northeast wind like a banshee that year had caused some of the foliage to don its warmer clothing, the canopies of the trees bleeding from their vibrant summer greens into hues of bright yellows and richer oranges.
“You’re not going to start popping those already, are you?” D asked me from the front seat, gazing longingly at the bag as it drifted gently around the digits of my right hand.
“Maybe I am,” I replied with a coy smile
“No time like the present.”
Although it was a bit early to begin venturing into the realms of the psychedelic, I knew that I had plenty of supplies with me to keep my experience going throughout the concert, and even more waiting for me upon my arrival. A newer friend, C, had provided me with some of the cleanest (tested) and most wondrous LSD that I had ever experienced the weekend prior, and had promised to provide me with 10 tabs at the show. (A quick aside on the quantity; I had a rather devil-may-care attitude regarding LSD in particular in my younger days, and 10 tabs in one go was a regular occurrence for me on any given weekend).
Knowing that I would be able to supplement my roll with a hefty dosage of LSD, I applied this same devil-may-care attitude to my usage of MDMA on this particular evening. I grabbed a blue bowling ball from the bag and broke it in half, placing one half under my tongue and passing the other up to D.
“Well, fuck it I guess” he laughed, popping his half and washing it down immediately.
D wasn’t much for the taste of MDMA, but I found there to be something romantically self destructive about holding it under my tongue, gritting against the harshly beautiful chemically induced burning sensation as I felt it dissolve and slip through my mucus membrane and into my bloodstream; like bird dive bombing its way back to earth after catching that perfect jet stream into the sky. Passing ships, the bird goes down, and I float upwards. Eventually, I took a swig of the bottle of dark spiced rum I had hidden under the driver's seat, reveling in the warmth that filled my stomach as the first inklings of MDMA began to radiate throughout my extremities. We arrived at the theater shortly thereafter, and I took one more swig of rum for good measure before distributing mints to the rest of my crew and heading inside.
The opening act was subpar at best, but it didn't matter to me. There is a certain lightness that I experience on MDMA that is coupled with an odd intensity to the energy, like a balloon attempting to drift through a thunderstorm. I bounced and jived with the music, trying my hardest not to pop along the way. Flashes of joy reverberated as the warmth in my center intensified, and I had the strangest feeling that if I had wanted to, I could have either partied all night, or slept for hours. The opening band finished their set, and it was during the lull leading up to the main act that I managed to work my way from the balcony to the floor and locate C. After the obligatory hug and pleasantries, he quickly dug out my desired foil package, and pressed it firmly into the palm of my right hand.
“There it is, sunshine in a bag” he half whispered to me as I unfolded the satchel and gazed at the majesty of my prize. Glorious, fractal blotter, dosed at what I believed to be 125 ug of some heavy hitting L. Without thought or hesitation, I proceeded to flip the satchel directly into my mouth, rolling the strip around and around before beginning to chew it to a fine pulp. I know, some of you may judge me for my choice of ingestion, but as I mentioned earlier, the devil may care… The mints had to have taken me inside of my own head during this fleeting yet important moment, for when I looked back over to C, he was staring at me incredulously, a dumbfounded smile creeping across his face.
“What? You know I like to go hard” I said, slapping him on the shoulder, assuming that his shock came from watching me wolf down a 10 strip like a piece of fruit stripes gum. He nearly busted at the sides from an uproarious bellow of laughter, doubling over to hold his knees and keep himself from collapsing entirely.
“What??” I asked again, taken back by his reaction
“Just don't come crying to me when you’re still flying a week later, man” he managed to spit out through fits of hilarity.
I’ll spare the finer details of the remainder of the conversation, but it turns out that these tabs were actually miced at 1000 ug, not 125… a fact that C would probably still insist to this very day he had previously shared with me. A range of emotions ran through my mind as I considered what I had just unknowingly done to myself. 10,000 mics… the legendary, Jim morrison at the whiskey a go-go, 10,000 mic dose. If I hadn’t chewed it all like a fool, I likely would have begun spitting paper into the air while furiously looking for a beverage to try and rinse out my mouth, but there was no turning back now. Buy the ticket, take the ride, and what a ride it was about to be.
I calmed myself down, and again, foolishly, thought that I could tune out the possibility of any negative vibrations by indulging in a larger quantity of mints. No one can have a bad trip when they're on ecstasy, afterall, right? I wasn’t sure who I was trying to convince as I crunched another blue bowling ball between my teeth and found my group on the balcony above. I neglected to mention the outrageous amount of L I had ingested when I found them again, best not to scare the children, I told myself, it’ll work itself out, however it does.
The remainder of the show was a wonderful blur of sound and light, and strangely enough, the heavier elements of my trip didn't begin to occur until well after the music had ended. I had some mild open eye patterning, and heavy light distortion as well, but beyond that, it seemed like a fairly normal LSD experience. If I focused on the band's light display, and then quickly looked at the wall, tracers would blend into the patterns that were swirling in the wallpaper, but it wasn't anything with which I was unfamiliar. Once we got back in the car however, the situation began to develop rapidly.
We got back onto the highway to return to the city, and I remembered that precious bottle of rum I had stowed for safe keeping. I thoroughly enjoy a good drink at the height of a psychedelic experience, so I attempted to reach down under the seat and pry the bottle free for a nice little tipple. As I stuck my hand down between my knees, I realized that I could see what looked like my own arm, reaching down from the ceiling of the car. I immediately withdrew my hand, slightly frightened by the intensity of the visual hallucination, but more so amused than anything else. I decided to repeat this experiment and see if the effect continued, and sure enough, it did. I spent what felt like the next hour, but in reality was likely less than a few minutes, extending my various limbs into different areas of the back seat and watching as they portaled out of a different area of the car. Eventually, D noticed my unusual behavior.
“What the fuck are you doing?” he asked jokingly from the front seat.
I wanted to reply that I was portaling my limbs through the back of the car, but I was finding it harder and harder to communicate with each passing moment, so I mumbled back something along the lines of

Will be posting my submission in several hours when I finish it. Hopefully I've gotten here in time. :)

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MEDICINAL BENEFITS OF LSD

Acid made me a better person.

I have had bipolar and borderline personality disorders basically my whole life and very bad depression.

Only about a year ago, I was at my heaviest weight, 110kg. I was working a minimum wage factory job. I hated myself, every day on my way to work I was thinking about curving to a pole and just ending it all.

A couple of my friends asked if I had ever done lsd. I said no but I'm curious to try. That first experience with them was nightmare, I was just thinking how they see me or think about me. Then I decided to try it alone and it was the most life changing experience ever. I finally saw colors bright again and felt like I was a kid with no problems in the world. After that trip I started to do low dose trips every 3-4 weeks and do some microdoses occasionally. The lessons and healing I received during these trips, saved me from myself. I realized that I shouldn't hate myself, I should love me. I have hated myself ever since I was a kid, like my earliest memories I was already self loathing. But I'm an intelligent person (or think so), and kind to everyone I meet. Why should I hate myself?

Since that first trip, I have lost over 30kgs. I ended up becoming much more healthier because of my psychedelic experience. I moved to a bigger city and got a job with 3 x the pay from the factory job. I work out for fun, which is still confusing to me. It helped me address trauma I wasn't even consciously aware about. I feel genuinely happy for the first time in my life. I started school again and will be trying to get a bachelor's degree. You're never too old to study. I have money saved for the first time in my adult life.

I think its important to remember the risk of psychedelics while having mental health problems. I believe that if you respect the medicine and wont abuse it, you can use it to see your bad habits/treats and start to fix them. With my Journey with LSD I'm now sure I won't need to try any other acids than the Doctor's. Especially DS 3.0 has treated me with love and healing energy. After every trip with this medicine I lose all my stress and anxiety - mostly according to my current job in which I work with young people who are in their first job. My task is to help them to manage in this system where you need to be productive individual to the harsh society. All my trips and some microdosing have helped me to be a link between youth and adulthood with those wonderful young people. Without trying LSD I would be still struggling mostly with my bipolar disorder which nearly left me disabled to enjoy life or being a person what I truly am. Now I can help others managing in life I almost lost.

Love and blessings,
Acidrop

Notice: I posted this already in tripipedia with some typos since I had no working link on Dread. Fixed some typos here and added few important things. Apologies for my poor english.

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I don't know how you guys are going to decide. I think I've read every tale of transformation in here and they're all so well written. All in all, this whole contest has been a personal reminder of why I work with these medicines and why I'm educating myself to be an advocate and facilitator in this space. Cheers yall!

MY CRAZIEST TRIP EVER!!!:

Yoooo, what's up, guys? Today I'll show you the craziest trip I ever had. I also explained it in a review I did a long time ago, but hey, in this one, I'll explain myself better and give more context about the stuff. So, let's get into it!

Okay, guys, so the thing is, on that same night I was going to sleep at my girlfriend's (she's now my ex :c) house – well, not her house, but kind of her garage with some friends. We'll call these friends Donny (a gay boy), Lana (a girl), and Lola (my ex). These are just random names for opsec, heh. So, around 9 PM, I ate a kebab and stuff, and then at 10 AM, I took 200ug of LSD. In about 30 minutes, that stuff already hit me. I felt so horny (I DON'T KNOW WHY, GUYS, BUT I FELT SO HORNY BECAUSE OF THE LSD), and well, you know, I started doing things with my ex – NOT SEXUAL THINGS, just, you know, things. And my dumbass thought it would be fun to take another 200ug blotter. So, boom, my ass at like, I don't know, 11 PM, was already high on 400ug of LSD. They realized I took another blotter, so they were asking me if I took another one, and I just wasn't able to say anything, I don't know why. I started saying "huh" because my ass wasn't capable of saying anything. So, after a little while, I don't know, around 30 minutes, they started asking me math questions. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW, but I remember I got all of them right. Like, I'm not even good at math, but I got all the answers right. Anyway, I was chilling, okay, watching a FUCK TON of fractals everywhere. Everything was fucking breathing, everything was alive. And randomly, I DON'T KNOW WHY, the neighbor of my ex came to the garage and started saying we were making loud noises with chairs. And, NOPE, WE FUCKING WEREN'T! We just had those crappy camping chairs and we didn't move them, lmao. So, he came back quite a few times, and we got scared, so we called my ex's dad, and he told us not to open the door. Oh yeah, we had to go downstairs and then back up, and we saw the neighbor in the dark. AND I SWEAR TO GOD, I saw him with red eyes, lmao. It was so scary and fun at the same time. So, when I came back to the room and laid down, I started watching weird stuff that I remember now. I remember there was a blue thing and an orange thing. They were like creatures, and the blue one was skinny and tall, and the orange one was fat and small. It was cool, but I wasn't just lying down doing nothing. I WAS FUCKING MAKING OUT WITH MY GF. And I swear to god, I don't even remember making out with her. It was crazy, bro. I was like in another fucking dimension, lmao. So, me and the friends wanted to get some snacks from a vending machine that was like 200 meters away. I don't know how I managed to put on my shoes and go buy some stuff, but I did. We got snacks and came back. Then I don't know why, my ex and the girl were comparing their boobs, and I was so confused. Because back then, I completely lost track of how fast time was going. And casually, I just remember my ex was saying if we wanted to have sex. And, bro, I don't know how that girl even put up with me when I was in that tripping state. I swear to god, sometimes I didn't even know where I was. So, yeah, we didn't have sex. But the next day, we went to her house, and I met her parents and stuff. I took a shower, and the effects were still on me, I don't know why. So, the parents of my ex went out to buy some pizzas or something for lunch. And well, I got a little bit horny AGAIN, and then I was already able to know what I was doing. And, uh, we both got a little bit horny in bed and stuff. And BOOM, the fucking father opened the door, and he caught us in action, lmao. It was kinda funny since that dude made fun of me later when we were having lunch.

So, yeah! That was my craziest trip ever. I hope you loved it! See you later, guys!


With love, written by:

Chickpea1999, the crazy Spanish writer!

Saluditos pa' to los donkis del subdread!

lmao the tribe saying they'll anounce winners on 11/11 to appear all spiritual and holier than thou in a marketing sense but delaying announcement for nearly a month is peak TS moment lmao

I am the proud owner of a lifetime's supply of DS3.0

Thank-you to the Dr and the Seuss Crew, and thank-you to every beautiful person who has taken the time to read any of the entry's.

Thank you all!

(MEDICINAL BENEFITS OF LSD content....)





First things first... what can I say?

Psychedelics are like life itself. Raw.

They can take you to the highest absolute happiness, and also to the deepest hell, but you ALWAYS learn something from them. Even in a challenging trip

Bad trip? Why is it called a bad trip? Its proper name should be a challenging trip.

Like reality, which is sometimes also challenging. But what is reality... your reality?

With psychedelics, you can reach states of consciousness that you can only reach through meditation... they're like hacking the brain, they're the key that opens a world previously hidden from you. It's like stepping out of Plato's cave. And much more immediate and easily accessible. Is it cheating compared to meditation? Well, it depends on how you look at it. Is driving a car cheating compared to walking?

In this aspect, for me, it's like a tool, just like a car, a hammer, or the stone that an Australopithecus used to hit, are tools too. Is cooking food cheating, and should we all be raw foodists? (With respect to raw foodists, greetings)

Why have the (mis)information media demonized LSD and other psychedelics to the point that most people fear them and don't dare to try them? Because they make you see the world in a more critical, wild way, and they open your consciousness and perception, something that doesn't interest big corporations, bankers, and magnates.

Yes, the world is governed by militarized countries; the money and power of those in charge won't allow psychedelics to be well-received. Can you imagine television supporting and encouraging the use of LSD and other psychedelics? Praising their virtues instead of demonizing them? Legalizing them and having advertisements in pharmacies, similar to how there are advertisements for homeopathy? The world would change for the better, I'm sure. I'm sure there would be a global shift in consciousness and there would be much more kindness, understanding, empathy, innovation, creativity, revolution, and I even dare to add that capitalism would end, and together we would start another new and better economic system.

Well, let's see... I might be exaggerating, but dreaming is free.

Because yes, LSD and other psychedelics provide mental assistance. They help you see yourself and your surroundings in a different, more open way. They help you discover yourself and aspects of life you didn't know. They assist with mood, insecurities, fears...

Even with if not the greatest, one of the greatest fears of human beings, the fear of death. This is the reason for the creation of countless religions, sects, and powerful groups that have controlled and shaped a large part of society. That inherent fear that every human being has experienced from an early age. Have a trip with ego death, and I assure you that, if it doesn't disappear, that fear will decrease."

No, they won't "save" you, they won't fix your existence or eliminate all your problems, but they help you have a different perspective on things.

Because LSD and psychedelics are exactly that, a aid to seeing the world through different eyes.

Of course, being such a powerful tool, it also requires responsibility.

I wouldn't want to write this without addressing this point because we need to be realistic. Like anything else, it can lead to addiction. Not physical addiction, but psychological addiction, but addiction nonetheless. Just like macaroni and cheese or playing Tetris. While their "addiction potential" is relatively low compared to other "hard" drugs, sex, or gambling, it's something to consider and space out high doses over time to avoid tolerance and not become obsessed with consumption. Yes, it helps, but you shouldn't become dependent on it.

Let's keep dreaming, what if LSD were legalized and available in pharmacies? Or taking it further, what if a new leader mandated that all adults over 21 take LSD in a controlled environment? In a way, not everyone is "suited" to consume LSD, but... why? Could it be due to the bad reputation aided by the war on drugs? Perhaps closed-minded people seemingly far from LSD, without curiosity towards psychedelics, might appear to have a challenging trip, but... what if that's not the case? What if LSD could actually help them open their minds and not close themselves off to new situations, helping them step out of their comfort zone?

Because that's what LSD does, it makes you step out of your comfort zone. It heightens your senses, making your brain function faster, forming new neural connections. And stepping out of your comfort zone can be difficult at times, but always rewarding.

And Well, wrapping up, what does this writing have to do with “MEDICINAL BENEFITS OF LSD”...? Everything. Just read between the lines. LSD and psychedelics have great potential to mentally help people, and even though studies with psychedelics were prohibited in the 60s, new studies being conducted nowadays demonstrate their potential, and "scientifically" there is much progress ahead.

MEDICINAL BENEFITS OF LSD

Since as long as I can remember, my life had been fraught with ill-health. I grew up in a very fractious household – where I was left uncared for and unwatched for days at a time.

When I was three years old, I had been left in my parents house alone for a day and a night. I was hungry and very sad. I remember toddling around the house for hours on end in a miserable state – hoping someone would hear my cries and come and feed me. After several hours of this I managed to open one of the kitchen cupboards, and found something to drink. I remember struggling with the bottle lid for a long time. I eventually got the lid off, and drank from the bottle. It tasted sharp and hurt my mouth, I drank about half the bottle before I started to convulse and shake and vomit. Of course, the bottle wasn’t milk – it was kitchen cleaner.

The next thing I remember was being sat on my mothers lap in an ambulance while EMT’s tried to force a pipe down my throat. I passed out again, and woke up to sitting over a bowl in the hospital throwing up a red liquid I assume must have been blood.

I don’t have many memories that my conscious mind will let me access after that. I do remember many hospital visits and a lot of ill health.

My next memory was going to the dentist when I was ten, they pulled six of my teeth out – I don’t know why. It was after this visit that I remember my first migraine. It crippled me with pain and I collapsed on the floor that evening in my room, and lay there unable to move or ask for help until my father found me the next morning.

Over the next few years the migraines grew worse, and I was taken to the hospital to have tests. The doctors didn’t really know what to make of the migraines, but they noticed that I had sinus infections and bleeding very often. They presumed it could be due to excess pressure in my head due to the infections. They did surgery on my sinuses and face three times over the next decade or so, each time the pain got worse each time they operated.

The operations also gave me scars and made me look more ugly than thought I was already. My life was miserable, but I tried to continue to do my best to inspire myself with some semblance of joy. I remember some sunny days I used to go walking in the woods with my dog, or climb a big oak tree with my cat as she tried to sneak up on the wood pigeons.

After the third surgery, the doctors put me on SSRI’s to stop the migraines. While this did help the pain, somewhat, it gave me side effects that were worse than the migraines.

I gave up on the SSRI’s and western medical science after that. I did everything I could to try to tackle my health problems – I changed my diet, I went for all kinds of alternative medicinal therapies, which was a real drain on my meager finances. Nothing helped. At the end of my rope, I found some advice on a reddit thread about some LSD trials with migraines in the 1960’s. I tried to find more information but I ran into road blocks. Trials were started but short lived, when LSD was made a schedule one prohibitted substance.

I eventually ran into MAPS studies with cluster headaches and LSD – I thought this was worth investigating, but I had no access to LSD, and I was so discouraged by every other “cure” I had read about, that I didn’t hold out much hope for this either.

A few years later, I was given half a tab of Dr Seuss LSD by a girlfriend of mine on one of our first dates. It was the first time I had taken any psychedelic – and the experience was wonderful. I felt parts of me that had not been allowed to surface for years, finally being able to take a breath.

Now up until this point, I had been having one or two 24-48 hour migraines every week for 22 years solid. After taking half a tab of LSD, I didn’t have a migraine for six weeks in a row.

This was the best 6 weeks of my life. I was pain free, and really came out of my shell. I couldn’t believe that the cure for my condition had been known (and suppressed) for so many years on end, while I, and others like me had been left to suffer.

I then taught myself to use the darkweb to obtain more LSD, and have been able to tackle migraines successfully ever since. While it has only been four years, and my life has taken some very dark turns in the meantime – I am physically well, and for that I am truly grateful. I have lost my son, my mother, and many other things in the past few years – but I have gained wellness and vitality -and spiritual awakening that I could never have dreamed of in my previous life.

Thank-you from the bottom of my heart, for you have shown me care, even though you don’t know me. I am forever in your debt.

Xz

Sup everyone! Pretty stoked for the doc and his team to have achieved this milestone. I hope you guys will keep getting much success because you all deserve it so much!
This competition seems pretty cool and i'll give it a try cause why not?

>Medicinal benefits of LSD
So without going into too much unnecessary details and telling my whole life story, i've had a pretty rough life, had alot of misfortunes and bad shit that happened to me, dealt with alot of bullshit, etc etc... From a personal point of view, i think psychedelics have helped me alot to deal better with my mishaps/misfortunes/whatever and grow as a whole as a person. It has definetely helped me not to snap and committing something(s) i might've regretted for the rest of my life, it has helped me become a better version of myself, it has deepened my outlook on everything and nothing, it has sharpened my way of reasoning, made me even better at controlling my emotions, raised and sharpened my ability to question everything around me and to be more in the now. I mean i could go on and on and on, i think it honestly made me a better person because i choose to and that because psychedelics seems to point me in directions in which there is growth to be done. This is how psychedelics have helped and healed me. They helped me mature and enhance alot of skills which does contribute to making my life quality better.
I honestly wish to live in a world where psychedelics aren't considered as much as a dangerous/horrible/criminal/insert bullshit label thing and are actually respected for their potential to help a person change/grow without the harm and the unnecessary fees that some other routes may lead to.


>My journey with psychedelics
I've been smoking weed regularly since i was 16(currently in my 30's) and i remember when i was a teenager that i always had a bit of curiosity about drugs. I remember finding Erowid and looking shit up. It's been a thing for a long time for sure. I think what made me first want to try anything was for the sake of curiosity. I am a pretty curious person.

First time i did psychedelics was in a weird context. I was in one of my many bad periods in life. Let's just say that alot of shit happened and i was in a pretty stagnant situation where it seemed like i was stuck in a dead end. So it was during Christmas holiday, i remember i had asked alot of people about doing shrooms or if they know where to find some and everyone seemed willing to do some or whatever but nothing ever happened.
One day, a friend i hadn't spoken in a long ass time randomly started chatting me up on MSN Messenger. Told him my current situation and he proposed to drive like over a hour to come pick me up and told me i could stay at his place for a week.
When he picked me up, the first thing he asked me was if i was down to do some shrooms once we were back at his place. It was amazing cause i didn't expect my friend would fuck with shrooms and i had been looking to try some for a long time.
Anyways long story short, had a pretty amazing trip, had a weird moment of connection with 2 friends, lotsa giggles, euphoria, etc... then i had an epiphany about the soul.
Then i got into doing shrooms and it really opened me up to spirituality, history, metaphysics, esotericism/occultism, weird shit in the realm of science, mysteries, etc...
It definetely made me explore the subject of one's relationship to existentialism, cultivate some spirituality, made me hungry to learn where we come from as a species and everything surrounding all the infinity that exists within existence. LSD definetely pulled me into the other direction, sharpened my logic/rational thinking abilities, made me more skeptical towards everything be it people or claims/statements, taught me to just let go and not to take everything and everyone so damn seriously.
Psychedelics definetely taught me alot about myself and the world around me. I think it definetely enhances and gives depth to anything. Kinda like using a magnifying glass and soaring over the endless aspects of one's one mind/psyche
I think that a tool has the ability to be used in any way you want but there are ways to use tools in the most optimal ways to suit whatever needs you need to meet. I see psychedelics in this optic, it amplifies everything that is happening in the "now" of a tripper. They have the ability and potential to provide so much good.

>My craziest trip ever
I have 2 can think on top of my head.
One was this one time i was with a friend, i did 8Gs if shrooms and he did 4. He called one of his friend so that his friend would kinda "tripsit" us because he didn't do shit, brought a backpack with water bottles and stuff so that we can chill deep in a forest.
While we were on our way to the spot, my friend was in front of me and his friend was behind me and they kept doing this stupid high pitched noise that kept making me laugh so hard to the point i was begging them to shut the fuck up at the end.

When we arrived at the spot, my friend who ate 4Gs, still didn't have anything going on and i was blasted so fucking hard. My friend and his friend started setting up a fire and i was looking everywhere cause i was seeing so much insane shit that words are kind of hard to use to describe some of the shit i saw. I remember at one point i walked in front of this huge tree, looked above me to look at said tree and the tree seemed like it was warping above me instead of going straight up(it was fucking wild). When i'd be looking at tree branches, they'd be interlocking in between each other forming geometrical shapes and patterns.
At some point where both friends got the fire going, i just started staring into it and was totally immersed into the spectacle. Every single flames where dancing, every flames seemed to have a partner and followed a nice flowy rhythm. It wasn't like everything was moving erratically, it was just fucking gorgeous, i've never paid attention to a fire before but under 8Gs of shrooms it sure was a sight to behold.

I'll try to summarize this one because i feel like that i already wrote a damn wall of text.
So this one time i did 2 tabs of 1CP-LSD, went to my usual tripping spot by the shore at the end of a natural park. Started smoking a joint when i arrived at the end of the park just by the short. As i was finishing my joint, i see a floating and pulsating ball of light at proably 300 meters away from me. The thing is barely floating above water, isn't moving and is just pulsating and it's intense.
I started taking pictures and a couple of views and i stood there watching it for 45 minutes before it slowly went underwater and came back up 5 minutes later then left for good 5 minutes after.
Then to top it all, a cop car show up, both cops get out of the car and start asking me questions. I start telling them what the fuck just happened for the last 45 min and they start asking me if i had taken drugs and being straight up a bunch of smart asses with their shit eating grins and stupid platitude until i started showing them the videos and pictures i took.
Then they got all serious, told me to get out of the park and 15 min later as i was getting out of the park, another cop car pulled in, the other one that intercepted me still hasn't came back and the other car seemed to go reach them.
It was quite a pretty surreal experience.


Long live psychedelics, long live the Tribe!

MEDICINAL BENEFITS OF LSD

Chapter 1: Healing the Scars of the Past

My journey with LSD opened a door to healing I never thought possible. It wasn't just about the mind-bending experiences; it was about confronting and overcoming the childhood trauma that had haunted me for years.

Childhood trauma, with its invisible chains, can shackle a person's soul well into adulthood. Those memories had become a part of me, and their weight held me back from living a fulfilling life. LSD, with its uncanny ability to dissolve the barriers of the mind, presented a unique opportunity to revisit those haunting memories with fresh eyes.

Under its influence, I found myself peeling back layers of emotional armor that had shielded me for so long. It was as though I could finally face the demons of my past without being overwhelmed by fear or pain. With the guidance of a skilled therapist, I delved deep into those buried traumas, allowing me to process and release the emotional burdens that had weighed me down.

Chapter 2: From Solitude to Sociability

For someone who had struggled with social anxiety and found it difficult to connect with others, the transformation LSD brought to my social life was nothing short of astounding. The substance seemed to dissolve the barriers that had hindered meaningful social interactions. It was as if I had been given a magical key to unlock the secrets of human connection.

Under the influence of LSD, my empathy blossomed, and I felt an unspoken connection with people I interacted with. The subtleties of human communication became vivid, and I could navigate the intricate dance of social interaction with newfound ease. Barriers fell, isolation receded, and genuine connection became not just a possibility but a reality.

The ripple effect of this change extended beyond my personal experiences. As I shared my transformed perspective with others, it was clear that LSD had the power to foster greater compassion and empathy within society. It broke down stereotypes and prejudice, emphasizing our shared humanity. The more people experienced this transformation, the more compassionate and understanding our world became.

Chapter 3: Illuminating the Shadows of Depression

Depression had cast its long shadow over my life, a darkness that traditional treatments had struggled to dispel. LSD, however, held the promise of a new dawn in my battle against this insidious condition.

Under the influence of LSD, my mood underwent profound shifts. The relentless cycle of self-criticism and rumination, which had plagued me for so long, was finally disrupted. I experienced a deep sense of interconnectedness with the world, a stark contrast to the isolation that had characterized my depression.

But the benefits went beyond just mood enhancement. My physical symptoms, particularly stomach cramps, which had been a constant companion of my depression, began to fade away. The relief from this physical discomfort significantly improved my overall sense of well-being.

Chapter 4: The Next Chapter of Healing

My personal journey with LSD has been a transformative odyssey, one that continues to unfold. While I am profoundly grateful for the healing it has brought into my life, I must emphasize that LSD should be approached with caution and respect. Responsible use, under the guidance of trained professionals, in controlled settings, is paramount.

As my experiences have shown, the medical benefits of LSD are a ray of hope in the realm of mental health. As scientific research advances and the stigma around psychedelics diminishes, the potential for this remarkable substance to alleviate suffering and promote positive transformation becomes increasingly clear.

In a world where mental health challenges are all too prevalent, LSD offers a beacon of hope - a reminder that, even in the darkest depths of despair, there exists a path towards healing, understanding, and a brighter tomorrow. As my personal journey continues, I carry with me the conviction that, through responsible exploration of the mind, we can unlock the potential for profound change and healing within ourselves and our society.

And now, with newfound optimism, I embark on another leg of my healing journey, exploring the therapeutic potential of ketamine. It is my hope that this next chapter will lead me to the final destination of mental healing and provide me with the tools to help others find their own path to wellness.

Part 1/8

My Journey with Psychedelics

To preface this, what has been written here only a summary of what I have experienced and learned, consisting of a variety of musings on my journey with psychedelics and related trip reports. There are an enormous amount of very specific experiences that I have left out as I think it would detract from the overall point of this piece, in addition to the fact that it has already gotten quite long. Feel free to reach out to me if you wish to discuss anything in particular, my door is always open.

The Beginning

My journey began a long time ago, before I had any real access to psychedelics. A friend of mine had procured some salvia extract from a head shop, and had decided to try it out when we were together. I watched him smoke it out of a small bong I had, and very quickly become excited and somewhat incoherent. He rose from his chair and ran to the wall opposite us, exclaiming that there was a door there, appearing totally convinced of this fact. Fascinated, after he came down, I began to ask him about what he had experienced, determined to gain understanding. He had a very hard time putting his experience to words, seeding a deep interest in me that would persist for the rest of my life.

Inspired by this experience, I decided to procure some salvia extract for myself and give it a try. What followed was a series trips at different doses, each very different from the last. They all began with an intense rushing sensation, as if I was being pulled backwards through space. I would start to laugh, smiling uncontrollably. At this point, my perception would shift rapidly in a variety of inexplicable ways. Sometimes the way my brain would perceive objects would change dramatically. In one instance, the lines that defined objects in the world around me became roads. I don’t mean then looked like roads, but actually BECAME them. Other times I would become objects in some related context, like a cactus sitting atop a shelf in a plant store. Or even the apparent direction of gravity would change by nearly 90 degrees, resulting in me holding onto my couch for dear life. Sometimes if the dose was high enough, I would have to close my eyes from the sheer intensity of everything, and would be fully transported to another place and time, having a full sensory experience. In one case, I had been laying on my bed, and was transported to a beautiful outdoor train station. I was laying down on the platform while trains pulled in and out of the station. Everything had somewhat of a sepia tint to it. I could actually hear and FEEL the vibrations of the trains moving by me. The power of salvia never ceased to amaze me. The variations in perceptual changes seemed infinite.

Although these experiences opened my mind to the possibilities, salvia has never given me the consciousness expanding effects of classical psychedelics. At the time, I had no idea what I was missing. Salvia was a fun toy, but I would have no concept of how useful psychedelics could be as psychological tools until later in my life.

The next part of the above story is "MY CRAZIEST TRIP EVER!"


My craziest trip definitely has to be the first one. It transformed me!
It changed the organizational structure of my brain. It was BAT shit crazy.
Mind you if its a bit long, i am really very excited as i am writing this.

After one long depressing phase of my life, it was time to breathe again. Time to run towards the light. Feel the light.

Recap (above entry) - Life Is fucked. i am Depressed. Mushrooms are Calling.

Me and my friend booked a train to the first city we planned to go, it was 8 days to my birthday. This city had beaches and was known as a silent hippy hub. The minute we boarded the train i felt free!
Free from the city and my past and all the baggage. There was a sense of hope in the air for me, i could feel it.

The train was at night 9pm. We would reach our destination at 9 am in the morning. We boarded the train and it was a 12 hour journey to this city we planned on checking out. After the ticket checking formalities were done and dusted we opened a bottle of rum, mixed it in coke and started drinking by 10 pm. We drank till 1am and finished the bottle of rum. The train was fairly empty.
We started rolling joints and going to the washroom to smoke. I have photos of my friend n me with bloodshot red eyes in the washrooms of a train giggling and dancing and feeling freeeeee!

I woke up with a pull of the train slowing down and THUD! the train stopped pushing me back with a jerk and the thud. I woke up with harsh bright light tearing through the rectangle metal grilled window. I got up to see what station it was, I got down on the platform and i asked this one and only person present at the station where was i, was this my station?
N he said i had come 4 stations ahead of my station. I could barely open my eyes and could feel the scorching sun on my skin. This new information woke me up, my hangover kicked in, eyes lids making a tiny slit, taking in all the light, the heat now was making me sweat. I ran, ran towards the train. I ran, woke my friend up. The train started moving slowly, the loud horn made its long echoing sound and i am shaking my friend telling him its time to go. I picked up my bag and threw it out of the train on to the platform station. I helped my friend throw his stuff out, and out we jumped off the train. We were so hung over we decided to sleep in the shade on the platform bench, it was 1 in the noon and we hugged our luggage and slept like horses. I remember the man left till we got down at the station, after that there was only one black dog looming around, who also was sleeping touching my back when i woke up. We woke up at 5.30 pm, Freshened up. An hour of light before the sun sets. We inquired where we were, and put some food in our bodies and went straight to the beach, set up our tents had a little more rum danced and sang. ate the fruits we bought and slept like a log.

This is the start of it to give you a jist of what life transformation looks like. And how kind can universe be.

We met and made a friend on couchsurfing, we stayed the next day and night with him. He was kind enough to host us. Kind enough to introduce his friends. We made biryani in a huge cauldron. Enough for all, for 2 days!
The host was our age, a hardworking bread earning stoner, who lived alone starting his career in a new city, working on the new highway construction project of the city. Time was flowing beautifully.


Cut to to reaching the city of mushrooms, me and my friend managed to score 5 dozen magic mushrooms after we landed in the city. We moved to the village in the hill where we had our stay, we roamed throughout the day, all this is one day before my birthday. We bought chocolates to have em with shrooms and we rented a nice house for about 5 days in the village, on the same silent hill. our house had a front yard with a plastic table and 3 chairs with a tiny wildly growing garden.

We woke up the next day, its my birthday!!!! I brushed, freshened up and cooked some basic food for myself and my friend with all the veggies I had bought a day earlier with mushrooms and chocolates. My friend woke up and rolled as many joints as he could before we sit and consume the magic. At about 10 am in the morning the weather was pleasant, we decided to set up our front yard table. Neatly aligning joints, chocolates, mushrooms and bottle of water and what not. We Ate a dozen each and felt nothing. We had little to no idea that it takes about half n hour to kick in, in our desperation and dismay we finished 5 dozen thinking we have been cheated. Black clouds cover the skies and its dark suddenly, it felt like 6 pm in the evening! We sat talking about things and looking at trees and the dark grey sky. We lit a joint and the time was passing in comfortable silence. I wrote a few things in my diary and waited eagerly for it to kick in!

We could see and hear loud thunder from the skies and it started pouring heavily, we immediately shifted everything inside and sat in the living room of the house, I kept telling my friend that I feel funny in my stomach! He said, yes his tummy was also making noises and it felt like the shroom were boiling in HCL inside my tummy. My friend set up a camera in our room to record our conversations and the things we do. 10 minutes down (30-40 minutes now after ingestion) I could see black shadowy symbols on the wall, it kept erasing and new symbols kept emerging, it started to come up for my friend too. I kept saying my tummy feels funny! I saw a huge “WHAT?” With a question mark on the wall and it disappeared. I looked at the wall beside me and I remember telling my friend that this pink wall looks like an expanse of space, I could walk right into it man it felt so real. I touched the wall to feel its texture and my fingertips felt the wall like never before, the plaster on the wall felt cool and smooth.
The rain stopped outside and we decided to venture out ‘into the wild’, in the woods.

We packed our tiny handy bag with smokes and joints and a few fruits and opened the front door to leave the house! It was bright again, with sunlight shearing though the voids between plants and leaves and branches. My friend said I feel like I can talk to the plants around, heck he sat down near a small plant and talked to it for a while. 1.5 Hours down now and we decided to follow a trail in the woods and walk around. The ground had mud and very rough stones laid over them at the start of the trail. As we walked on the trail I looked down and the stones went 6 ft inside the ground and some came up 3 ft above the ground. I was hallucinating like crazy, me and my friend were walking on the trail as if there's floor on the lava, making huge meticulous steps, trying to land our feet on the stones which were changing its shape and size almost every time I looked at it again. Other tourist (mostly israelis and frenchmen and germans) looked at us with a smile, the air was so amicable one of a traveler asked us if we were on mushrooms and the vibe was so right, it generated no fear inside me, I smiled and said yes. The guy smiled back and greeted us to have a happy profound trip. There was no fear! We walked further into the jungle absorbing trees, pacing our steps. After about 20 minutes of walking it was dark again, thick dense cloud surrounded us and we found ourselves in the middle of the clouds, I couldn’t see my friend 2 meters away from me, it suddenly became chilly af, freezing cold. It was still comforting, the heat went away and it suddenly became freezing cool! And the cloud passed through us. It never occurred to us, what if it rains again? Where do we run to for shade? Huge rain trees surrounded us, we found a huge fallen tree, we sat on it and decided to smoke a joint. It was calm and serene with no one around us. A butterfly came and sat on my knee and I swear to god we made eye contact and shared like a ‘tipping hat’ moment. ALL IS ONE! I felt.

Personal opinion on macro doses

The first dose I tried was not from reliable vendor. I would not say it was not that pure as other sellers advertise. It was very weird feeling I thought it must have been weak, so I took a little too much. One of the most noticable was effects was how time has slowed. I didnt have to do anyting just sit or lay and enjoy the moment, thats something most people dont do nowadays. During the trip I thought about my life. I though about how I am too hard on myself and how it makes my life actually harder to life.

I think it was definitely first step or impulse for self acceptance. It showed my how life can be so much better without trying to be someone I am not. Obviously this is not enough to improve my life fully, but it is definitely something I can work on more easily than before.

During the trip you just think on different things than on your sober self. It just fills you with empathy and love for every living creature on this planet. The few trips I tried after were less introspective but still worth it. One time I went for about 375ug and it was bad idea. I would say the higher dose the more important is set and setting. for "self therapy" about 100-200ug is enough.

One of the best things about lsd is in my opinion the afterglow. waking up next day after trip with motivation, love and energy to "just live life" and improve your life. It is something everyone should expirience. It happens even after challenging trips full of anxiety.

This whole expirience kinda made me more interested in spirituality. I guess it might be caused by little ego desolution during trips. I have began interested in meditation, budhism. I also found out fellow Czech Stanislav Grof was researching lsd and its effects on psyche. He wrote many books. They are quite interested read. Sometimes they go too deep into esotericism, so it might not be for everyone. I feel like am less of a ateist I was before.

Studies on lsd

Science showed some prominent evidence on lsd. There is possibility to use lsd in therapy because of its introspective effects. It showed to help patients with depression, anxiety, cluster headaches, ptsd. It can help people overcome addictions. Doses around above 100ug help prevent Alzheimers disease.

I am sure there are even more proven benefits and more benefits to be proven.

Opinion on microdosing

There is pretty big community around microdosing especially on reddit. People are still not sure about dosage. It is supposed to be around 5-15ug, but people find 15ug usually too much. I personally would not go above 10ug nowadays, If I want it to be strictly microdose and not mini or musem dose.

Some benefits people usually state are more self awareness about you and your surroundings, antidepressant effects, people tend to enjoy the moment more. Improvement in cognitive function for example long term memory maybe even the other types. Just general inprovement in well-being and also a little energy boost.

I am expiriencing with microdosing myself nad could say it definitely have some effect. It is very suble like many nootropics. I would say most noticible effects are calmness, better focus, mood boost and sometimes energy, it is more like wakefulness.
I would say its more benefitial for neurodivergent people like people with autism and adhd than for neurotypical people, but its worth a try for everyone. The cognitive boost might be also more visible on older people. I believe there should be done some study on older people.

My schedule is to take dosage every second day. I believe there might be very small afterglow like in macro doses but still very subtle. I am also thinking about trying every day, but I am not sure about tolerance. I dont think the tolerance is the same as with macro doses.

I would like to say to be careful about higher doses of microdosing(around 15ug) because they can amplify your emotions, so it can backfire.

I believe both macro and micro dosing is benefitial and ideal way is to combine them.

Studies on microdosing

There have been some studies on microdosing. They show polarazing results. some studies show improvements, some studies show same improvements same with placebo. It was very hard to choose right method and messure any data. These studies have many flaws there are being critized that it is very hard to messure anything when people just sit in lab and do nothing. results might be different if they live their normal life and take it for a long time, which is not done in studies.

Studies done as questionnaries where people used lsd from their own source showed success, but they cant be taken grantly because placebo is involved and there are not any empiric data. I hope there will be more studies and ways of studies to be done.

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MY JOURNEY WITH PSYCHEDELICS:

My journey with psychedelics began about 2-3 months ago (though my interest in psychedelics goes back to my childhood). When I discovered the deep web market and related topics, I developed a fascination with psychedelics. This fascination had been present since I was a child. As I explored the deep web markets, I came across LSD and wanted to try it. At that time, I had Discord friends who used to buy LSD from the now-defunct ASAP market. They introduced me to the process, and after a few months, I bought some LSD and had my first trips. These experiences led to significant changes in me. On my first LSD trip, which was on 200ug of LSD, I found myself trapped in thought loops. Despite this, I loved the experience and desired more. Through this journey, I joined the Spanish subdread and formed friendships that continue to this day.

The quality of my first LSD experience was based on 200ug of LSD, which was of moderate quality. Although not perfect, it was genuine LSD rather than fake substances like nbome. This first trip took place at night in my room while chatting with my friends on Discord. I recall engaging in conversation with a girl who sent me a video of her dog. As I watched, the dog seemed to move in slow motion and appeared as if made of clay. I now understand that I was witnessing fractals. She also sent me pink pictures, which transitioned to purple as I scrolled up, and became more pink as I scrolled down. This heightened experience was truly captivating, and I cherished it.

During my first trip, I learned something profound from the LSD that still resonates with me today. It made me reconsider how people behave. Previously, I had labeled many things as "cringe," but the LSD trip erased this perception. Everything felt okay; nobody was "cringe." It seemed like a little ego within me dissolved, allowing me to view things from a different perspective. I started to contemplate a multitude of thoughts and entered into thought loops of my own, which was truly astonishing. I genuinely believe that I am a better person now due to LSD. It illuminated what is good and what isn't, prompting me to think deeply and meditate on my own thoughts, often finding myself battling my own mind. The experience was immensely powerful.

In present times, I engage in trips approximately once a month. These experiences prompt me to reflect on my actions and choices. It's worth noting that the quality of LSD matters too. It's crucial to source LSD from reputable producers like Tribe Seuss, known for their exceptional purity.

With love,

Written by:

Chickpea1999, the crazy Spanish writer.

SALUDOS PARA TODOS MIS AMIGOS DEL SUBDREAD DE SPAIN!