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When You're Too Tired to Get Better : MentalHealth | Torhoo darknet markets

Some days, it’s not about growth or healing or becoming your best self.

Some days, it’s just about making it through.

When you're in survival mode, everything feels heavier. Simple things, like responding to a text, making a meal, even taking a shower, can feel impossible. And people might say things like “Just take care of yourself!” or “You have to try!” as if trying isn't already taking everything you've got.

But here’s the truth:
If you’re reading this, if you woke up today, if you managed to exist, then you are trying.

Survival mode is not weakness. It’s your brain and body doing their best to protect you.
You’re not lazy. You’re not broken. You’re tired. And that’s valid.

Right now, “getting better” might feel like a mountain you can’t climb. That’s okay. You don’t have to climb it today. Maybe today isn’t about progress. Maybe today is about drinking some water. Lying still. Breathing through the next hour.

That’s enough. Truly.

Little things matter.
A glass of water. Putting on clean socks. Texting a “<3” instead of a full reply. Saying “no.” Letting yourself cry. Letting yourself feel nothing.

You don’t need to earn rest. You don’t need to be strong all the time to deserve support. You can be a mess and still be loved. You can fall apart and still matter.

This version of you, right now, in survival mode, is still worthy.

You’re not alone in this, even if it feels that way. You’re doing the best you can with what you’ve got. That’s not giving up. That’s surviving.

And someday, when you have a little more space, a little more energy, maybe even just a flicker of hope, you’ll take another step. You’ll start to feel again. You’ll breathe a little easier. But for now?

Just stay.
/u/kjsdnfsdkunb
1 points
1 month ago
Idk. Maybe you're right. In my case, i feel like i am numb, feeling everyday less like a human, like a useless piece of shit. More willing to dissapear, and i'm trying to fight, but i never reach something that can make me thing i could so something good. Idk what to do, what to feel or anything. I have like a black hole inside me who sucks everything bad, and never stops, never reaches a limit. Not only i feel alone, i've been alone and left alone. Living in the darkness, living being dead everyday. I only have a black dusted heart. Feeling like a subhuman.
/u/Croatoan
1 points
1 month ago
I have been in survival mode for quite some time, and it is getting worse. I have been getting help, but we are entering a dangerous place again...
/u/OlgaMars 📢
1 points
1 month ago
Seek /d/Mentalhealth modmail for help.
/u/Croatoan
1 points
1 month ago
I am in there posting as we speak. I appreciate it OlgaMars thanks.
/u/subwaysubs
1 points
1 month ago
Thank you for this...
/u/ENVickY7
1 points
1 month ago
"putting on clean socks"🙄
you got me, i wear my socks for a month at a time😭
majority of people will never "get it"😑
"its just socks, just change them"😪